Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Known As Pastor Jan At This Time
Written By A Multi-Generational Satanist After They Had Accepted Jesus Christ As Savior And Lord
Written By A Heavy Metal Singer Who Satan Took In After The Church Of Christ Rejected Him
2001
Let’s See
Have You Ever Been Inside Of Me?
No!
Have You Ever Been That Close To Me?
No!
Ever Given Me A Chance To Reach Out To You?
No!
Ever Lifted A Finger ( Besides The Bird ) To Help Me?
No!
So How Can You Expect Me To Just Open Up To You?
Like What Would You Do If You Lived In My Shoes?
Probably Couldn’t Handle It, All The Blood And Gore
You Think Your Life’s Just So Pretty?
But You Just Don’t Live Till You Have Tasted A Piece Of Me!
Won’t You Listen To Me?
Get Up, Come On
Get Down With Sickness, The Sickness Inside Of Me
See Now?
Can’t You See?
I’m Trying To Open Up To You.
Breathe The Violence
It Is Significance To The Light
If You Have Ever Known Anyone
How Do You Sleep When You Live With Your Lies Inside Of You?
You Try Different Things All The Time To Drown It Out
What Do You Want To Do With Me?
I Don’t Wanna Be Innocent
Would You Come, Share My World?
Come, Bring Me The Joy I Lost When I Began To Lose You!
You Broke My Stone Cold Heart
Freakin Tore It Apart
When You Left My Hole, You Left Me Alone
Trapped So Low In The Dark!
So,
Can You Understand Everything That I Am Saying?
I Am Broken!
But Still Not Humble
Don’t Want To Go On Especially Now.
Since I Can’t Have You
My Dear, You Really Hurt Me
Now, Sweet Revenge is A Great Fantasy
I’ll Cast My Spell To Torment You, Rape You In Your Dreams
Like The Fires Of Hell Continue To Do Me
Let The Demons Rip You Apart
Tear Your Spirit Into Shreds
Set You On Fire
Drag Your Pathetic Self To Hell
So Now You Wonder Why I Get So Mad?
Cuz Now You Want Me Back What You Miss So Bad
When You Know You Have Lost The Best Thing You Have Ever Had
Took Me For Granted
Now, It’s A Little Late
Do You Have One Last Request Before I Kill You?
Again I Will Let You Feel What I Felt
Like Your Heart Being Ripped Out, Kicked And Assaulted
Molested And Sodomized Against Your Will
Raped And Beat, Stretched And Torn
Put Out For All To See On Public Display
Taste The Unnatural Demonic Presence That Dwells Deep Inside Me
He Said, He Begged, He Cried, He Lied
He Was Beat Black And Blue
You Lied To Us!
Can’t Believe The Madness That Surrounds The Sweet Little Game We Call LIFE
You Say, Go Get Your Game Face On, It Is Time To Play
How Can You Sleep When You Live In The Utmost Darkness?
A Place Where Fear And Rage, Torment And Insomnia Rule Your World
Let Your Self Go
Breathe In This Lovely Poison
Dream Away The Pain
Let The Spirits Take Their Toll On You
Let The Demons Find A Place In You
Like They Do In Me
Let The Dragon Breathe Inside Of Your Head
It’s Raging Fires Burn Holes Inside Of Me
I Can Never Be, I Can Never Be
INNOCENT!
All Innocence, All Innocence
Has Been Forever Lost
Don’t Try To Change Me
Didn’t Know You Could Even See Me,
Good-Bye