Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Known As Pastor Jan At This Time
December 2000
Written By A Young 16 Year Old Multi-Generational Satanist Who Had Spiritually Invited Jesus Christ Into Their Heart
Written By A Precious Young Lady Who Was Chosen
TO BE A BRIDE OF SATAN
TO BE A SATANIC QUEEN
TO BE A SATANIC BREEDER
TO SATANICALLY SERVE, WORSHIP SATAN AS LORD, KING, THE ALMIGHTY ONE, GOD, FATHER FOR HER LIFETIME
At The Time Of This Poem To Pastor Deborah, She Was Unable To Be Free In Many Many Ways
I Have To Move
I Don’t Really Know Why That is
Have You Ever Heard Of People Like That?
It’s Really Tormenting Me.
I’m The Only One Still Awake, But I Am So Tired, But I Don’t Want To End This Night
Because In The Morning, I’ll Be Faced With Myself All Over Again
I Have To Move!
I Have To Change Constantly Or I’ll Freak When I Can’t Move
When I Can’t Change
I Have To Get Out One Way And Fast
SO, I SLIT MYSELF
Please Don’t Ignore My Request To Change Or Move
I Won’t Be Hurt Again
I Won’t Be Raped Anymore
Every Time Things Are Left The Same
I GET RAPED!
They Find Me Anyway
I Am Not Crazy In My Head
I Just Feel Like This 24/7