Written To Pastor Deborah When She Was Known As Pastor Jan
Written By A Multi-Generational Satanist Who Was Born-Again Baptized In Water and In The Holy Spirit, but Was Unable To Get Free From The Life of Spiritual, Physical, Sexual and Emotional Captivity. This Poem Was Sent To Me After Her Wedding Ritual To Satan.
Because Of The Gift Of Dissociation, All These In The Kingdom Of Darkness Are Able To Survive The Horrors, Abuse, And Torture Of This Life.
Please Listen To The Silent Cries Of Someone Who Has Had No Choice And Is A Total Captive To Satan, But Found And Received Christ Jesus And His Gift Of Agape Love He Gave From A Cross For Her.
April 2001
Dedicated To Satan
I’m Not The First You Sucked Down
I Drank your Pleasure Slow
Then Stumbled Out From your Veil
Still I’ve Come For, You Tonight
Choke My Faith And,
Stab My Pride
And I Tell Myself That…
This Is The Last Time
This Is The Last Time,
This Is The Last Time!
I’ll Bleed For You!
Preservation Or Predation
As I’m Reeling, I Don’t Know
Crumbled
I Spill Out Of Your Hands
I Want To Fall,
And You See It All
And You Just Laugh When I Say
And Everything I Feel, I Know You Know
And Everything That Heals, I Know You Know
And Everything That Steals, I Know You Know
And Everything That Kills, You Know
Still I Tell Myself…
This Is The Last Time
This Is The Last Night
This Is The Last Day
I’ll Bleed For You
It’s The Last Time Now!