Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Known As Pastor Jan At This Time
Written By A 17 Year Old young Girl Who Was Born Into A Life and Family In Multi-Generational Satanism And Had Accepted Christ Jesus As Her Personal Savior And Lord But Was Still Being Held In Spiritual, Mental, Emotional And Physical Captivity By Her Family And Satan. This Was Written After The Sacrifice Of Her Son During A Satanic Ritual Ceremony And Her Husband.
February 2001
God,
I Am Trying To Continue To Have Faith
To Stand In Your Word And Not Look Around Me
Everything Is Changing
It’s Getting Worse And Worse, The Battle Is Raging
Last Night I Cried
First Time Since 97
Swore I’d Never Do It
But This Life Is Such A Burden
I Miss My Son, God
I Am Trying To Have Faith
But I Need Something More
I Need You To Hold Me
To Touch This Pain Inside Of Me
Fill The Loss Of My Family Members
So Many Lives Lost That Night
I Looked Thru The Flames
Heard Their Endless Screams
I Took Their Pain Within Me
Saw The Hurt In Their Eyes
God, We Need You
Please Don’t Leave Us Here
Don’t Let Them Die In Vain
Please Touch The Satanist Like Me
And Also The Witches And All That Are The Lost Souls Stuck In The Kingdom of Satan
And If No One Else Will Help You,
Here I Am God, Send Me