Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Then Known As Pastor Jan
Written By A 17 Year Old Multi-Generational Satanist Who Pastor Deborah Was Privileged To Spiritually Introduce To Christ Jesus And She Accepted His Invitation To Be His Spiritual Child
She At This Time Was Not Able To Escape And Live This New Life As A Child Of God, The Heavenly Father, But Was Trying
February 2001
The Spiders Inside
Have No Place To Hide
They Come Out At Night
From Their Place Deep Inside Of Me
If I Could Show You, I Would
But No One Can See Inside Of Me
Because There Is No Light, Only Darkness That Resides In Me
Because I Am Just Too Sad To See!
Depression And Anguish
Are My Only Friends
You See, They Are Always Around
Not Like The Rest
They Never Leave!
Sometimes I Sit And Dream Of A Better Day
Wish I Had My Own Place of ESCAPE
But I Don’t!
So, I Rest Again Peacefully
But,
I Awaken By The Thoughts Of Reality
The Demons Inside
They Are So Painfully Alive In Me
The Mere Feelings Of Joy And Hopefulness Are So Far From Me
Now, All I Do Is Sit In My Room And DREAM OF ESCAPING THIS DARKNESS
The Darkness That Dwells Deep Inside Me