Written To Pastor Deborah, But Was Known As Pastor Jan At The Time By A 15 Year Old Multi-Generational Satanist Who I Was Honored To Spiritually Introduce To Christ Jesus On Friday October 9, 1998 When She Was Just 14 Years Old. She Accepted The Free Gift Of Agape Love From The Heavenly Father Through His Son, Jesus, But Was Unable To Physically Get Out of This Family and Life.
1999
All This Emptiness Fills My Heart
I Look Around, But See Nothing But Darkness
It Use To Be Frightening, But I’m Use To It Now
Something To Look Forward To, Maybe It Will Change
Darkness Forever Hovering, The Night Will Never Die
Pain Inside, No One Can See
Tears Inside, My Eyes Cannot Cry
I’m Alive, Yet Dead Inside
You Say You See The Anguish In My Eyes, I Can Not Tell A Lie
I Wish It Would Change, But It Doesn’t
So, Please Please Just Leave Me Alone
You Go Your Way And I’ll Go Mine
Everything Falling Apart, It Doesn’t Matter Now
- I No Longer Care