Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Known At The Time As Pastor Jan
Written By A Born Again Multi-Generational Satanist Who Was Unable To Escape To Freedom At The Time of This Poem
February 2001
Please Do Not Disturb The Beast,
The Demonic Forces That Reside Within Me
I Feel At Peace
This Temporary Medicated Moment
Can’t You See The Bodies In The Rose Garden?
The Blood That Drips, Slowly But Surely
Uncompromising
Their Death Must Be Complete
Spill Their Blood Spill Their Blood
Taste Their Sins, Take It In
Hear Their Screams, Their Silent Cries
Deep Down Inside It Comes Alive, Manifests Itself
Triggered Emotion, Self-Deceit, Self-Hate, Self-Mutilation
Watch Them Squirm, Twist In Agony
Their Gift Doesn’t Help, It Is Too Real To Pretend It’s Not
Chains Made Of Flesh & Bone
Can’t Come Out, Afraid To Be Alone
Breathe In, Go A Little Higher
He Said He Could Take Me To A Place Where All My Dreams Would Come True
Lied To Me, As He Did Before
Father Of Lies!
Found Out Too Late!
Form A Perfect Circle, One Shape, One Song
Got To Cut Away, Sneak Away For Sanity Sake
GOD HELP US!
Don’t Want To Hear The Screams
One More Medicated, Peaceful Moment
One More Medicated, Peaceful Moment
No, I Don’t Wanna Feel It Anymore!
GOD HELP US!
God Help Me Make It Thru Another Day
God Help Me! God Help Me!!!