1999
A Letter written and sent by Pastor Deborah to a young man who was born into an European family of multi-generational Satanism and through the supernatural love of Christ Jesus he became my spiritual child and The Heavenly Father of The Kingdom of Heaven and was born again, new and a child of the Light and of Agape Love. His name is Manuel. He is in Heaven now for he became a spiritual traitor to Satan and was on the list to die, but through the Power of Agape Love, The Desires of The Heart of his new Father and Pastor Deborah, he was spiritually taken out of his body before death could touch him in a satanic meeting and with great pain and torture kill him for Satan’s Pleasure and Revenge.
Dear Precious Son,
Hello to you again. Are you doing ok? I have not talked with you on the phone for a while and I was concerned. I wanted to get this letter to you and the gifts before the activities of April.
Sweetie, you may not know it, but a new season is beginning for all of us. Yes,my son even for you. The season of our lives that we have been in is changing and as in the natural seasons for one to end and another to begin, storms come. The atmosphere is turbulent as one pressure pushes on the other. Springtime is coming to all of us. The long winter is over and new life is beginning to come forth. Blooms are growing and flowers will soon be blooming for all to see. Life is emerging from a long winter sleep.
Yes, my son, even you are now coming to life after a life time of winter. Yes, my son, you will have wonderful flowers blooming out of your life for all to see the love you have found. Many will come to you to see the love blooming in your life. The love you have found will be so glorious in the spirit realm that you will be a shinning sparkling flower of love. Oh, no mom you might say to me and to yourself, not me! Yes, dear one, you! Everywhere you go, your life will reflect the love of God for all to see.
Be glad and rejoice for you are alive and have a wonderful loving fragrance of Agape Love coming from deep within you. You just watch and see people come to you and yet they will not know what it is about you that is so different yet so wonderful. They will just want to be around you and they will not know why. Mom, you will ask me, is this really happening to me? I won’t know what to say to them, I barely understanding this new life myself. I know sweetie, God’s Agape Love is the most supernatural thing you will ever encounter and it is the most powerful thing in all the spiritual realm and it is the most enduring and most faithful. God’s Agape Love brings life from death, joy from sadness, peace from fear, newness for things old and It is always with us, right through death’s experience and on into the Kingdom of Heaven.
I hope you will write me or call me. I have just put up some new things on the web site. Take a Look. More is coming so you can fellowship with me as we gather together in His Name. ( This was another web site that was taken down years ago to redo and reformat into what is up now ) Just wait and you will find yourself a part of a large spiritual family out there who also will be fellow -shipping with us through the web site.
I have sent this letter and gifts for you early because I was not sure how long it would take for them to get to you. I wanted you to have them before the glorious day of all mankind, the day Jesus Christ rose from the dead for all of us, Easter. I know you may have to be participating in other activities that you no longer believe in and do not want to be a part of, so I wanted you to have some gifts from Him.
Grow into a beautiful flower of love. Learn about Him. He is so wonderful and loving. Search with all your heart to have a close spiritual relationship with Him. He has been waiting all your life for you to talk with Him and for Him to put His supernatural arms of Agape Love around you and to comfort you. You have been waiting a very long time for this love to find you and to comfort you. He will dry all those tears from so long ago. All the wounds you received at Satan’s hands He will heal and make new. Nothing that has been done to you, He can not replace and Heal with His Love. Nothing is impossible for Him to accomplish in your life if you will only have faith in Him and trust Him. He will show you His great Power as you and He come to know each other. Just thank Him often for bringing His Love and me into your life.
My son, He loves you so much and so do I. You are so valuable to us and so wanted. Nothing you have ever done is too evil or too ugly for us to not forgive you and to love you. All will be sent to the great depths of the sea of forgetfulness.
My son I wish you a wonderful new season in your life as this Easter brings new things into your life. Love will forever be in your life now and you will never be thirsty and hungry for love again. I will be with you as your spiritual mother until you depart from this earth and head out on the ultimate astro trip of your life. I will even have angels of the Lord to help you and to take you up in their arms and take you right to the gates of The Kingdom of Heaven itself. I can hardly wait to meet you in person but until then, I will be here for you always. Do not ever forget that, sweetie.
I have written you this letter from His Heart to you so that you will come to know Him and this new life better.
Until we meet again,
Remember you are loved forever with the love of a mother
To my spiritual child, my dear son, Manuel
Love Pastor Deborah
Your Spiritual Mother