Tuesday, January 28, 2020

So Many Hands, Just So Many Hands


Matthew 9: 37

Authorized King James Version

Verse 37   The harvest is truly plenteous, but the laborers are few, Pray you therefore the Lord of The Harvest, that He will send forth LABORERS into His Harvest.


This story begins in 1998, The Lord Most High God gave me an “open vision” of those who Jesus Christ spoke abut in

Matthew 25 : 31 – 46

Authorized King James Version

Verse 31  Red Words of Christ Jesus

When the Son of Man Shall come In His Glory, and all the Holy Angels with Him, Then shall He sit upon The Throne of His Glory:  

Verse 32   And before Him shall be gathered all nations/people:  and He shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats:  ( this is done by the shepherd making a sound the sheep know and follow, goats have to be herded! )

Verse 33  And He/The Son of Man shall set the sheep on His right hand ( the ones who have heard His Voice and followed Him ), but the goats on the left ( those who did not hear His Voice or Obeyed It ), but did not follow The Voice of the Shepherd to go this way or that way.

Verse 34   Then shall the King say unto them on His right hand, Come you Blessed of my Father, spiritually INHERIT The Kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

Verse 35   For I/The Son of Man/The King was spiritually hungry for The Agape Love of The Heavenly Father & His Truth, and you gave me His spiritual Meat:  I was spiritually Thirsty, and you gave me spiritual Drink/the living water of the Word of God:  I was a spiritual Stranger to the House/Family of The Heavenly Father/Orphaned/Abandoned, and you spiritually Took me into the Family of The Heavenly Father/helped me to become born again/restored/re-created new

Verse 36   Spiritually Naked and Clothed with only Animal Skins and Demons ( clothes of shame, guilt, dishonor, defilement ), and you spiritually Clothed me/the Least of my spiritual brethren;  I was spiritually sick in my spiritual body and heart and soul and you spiritually visited me:   I was in spiritual prison, and you came unto me in my spiritual prison.

Verse 37   Then shall the spiritually righteous answer Him/The Son of Man/King Jesus Christ, saying Lord when did we see you spiritually Hungry and fed you?  Or spiritually Thirsty, and gave you spiritual Water to Drink?

Verse 38   When did we see you a spiritual stranger to the House/Family of The Heavenly Father and took you in through becoming born again to the Family/House of God The Most High?  Or spiritually Naked ( without the spiritual Robe of spiritual Righteousness ), and spiritually clothed you?

Verse 39   or when did we see you spiritually sick in your spiritual body or heart and soul, or in spiritual prison of darkness and to the fear of death, and spiritually came unto you?

Verse 40   and the King/The Son of Man/Jesus Christ shall answer and say unto them, Truly I say unto you, inasmuch as you have done It ( these things ) unto one of the spiritually least of these ( those who are spiritually hungry, thirsty, spiritual strangers to the House of The Heavenly Father, spiritually naked because they are without the Robe of Righteousness of spiritual salvation through Christ Jesus, spiritually sick in spiritual body and mind, in spiritual prison of darkness and the fear of death ) My spiritual brethren, you have done it ( all these things unto me!)

Proverbs 14 : 31

Authorized King James Version

Verse 31   He that spiritually oppresses the spiritually poor ( those who The King just spoke about ) REPROACHES  ( causes discredit/dishonor/displeasure/disgrace to the King ) His spiritual Maker/Father/Creator/Savior/Lord/God:  but  he ( that spiritual man ) who spiritually honors Him/The Maker/The Lord/Creator/The Heavenly Father/The King has spiritual MERCY ( compassion/love/grace/goodwill ) on the spiritually POOR/those who are spoken of that need spiritual help

Back To Matthew 25 : 31 – 46

Verse 41    Then shall He/The King/The Son of Man shall say also unto them on the left hand/those who did not follow the sound or Voice of The King/The Word of God/The Voice of The Heavenly Father/The Goats, DEPART FROM ME, you cursed, into EVERLASTING FIRE/The Lake of Fire, spiritually prepared for the devil/Satan and his angels/demons

Verse 42  For I/The Son of Man was spiritually hungry for the Agape Love of The Heavenly Father and His Truths and you gave me None of His Spiritual Meat:  I was spiritually thirsty for His living Water and you gave me no spiritual water to drink/The Eternal Life of God Himself.

Verse 43   I was a spiritual stranger/orphan in the family/house of the Heavenly Father ( not born again ) and you took me Not into His Family/you Never Told me About His Agape Love and Salvation for me, and you spiritually clothed me the least of My spiritual brethren NOT:  Spiritually sick in spiritual body and heart and soul and you spiritually Did Not bring spiritual healing to me, and in spiritual prison of spiritual darkness/ignorance and to the fear of death and you DID NOT come to and free me from this spiritual prison of slavery to sin and death for you DID NOT visit me spiritually.

Verse 44  Then shall they ( these guys ) also answer Him/The king/The Son of Man, saying, Lord when did we see you spiritually hungry for food, or thirsty for water, or a stranger and we did not invite you into our house, or naked or sick, or in prison, and we DID NOT MINISTER unto You?

Verse 45   Then shall He/The Son of Man/The King answered them, saying, Truly I say unto you, inasmuch as you did It ( these things ) NOT TO ONE OF THE LEAST OF THESE/MY SPIRITUAL BRETHREN you DID IT ( THESE THINGS ) NOT TO ME!!!!

Verse 46   And these ( the guys who DID NOT HAVE MERCY OR COMPASSION on the least of the King’s spiritual brethren ) SHALL GO AWAY INTO EVERLASTING PUNISHMENT/The Lake of Fire:  But the Righteous ( those who did these things to others )  into LIFE ETERNAL.

Daniel 12 : 2 – 3

Authorized King James Version

Verse 2   and many of them that SLEEP in the dust of the earth/those human spirits still dead in their sins, shall AWAKE/Come back to life unto God The Heavenly Father, some to Everlasting Life, and some to Shame and Everlasting Contempt/Dishonor/Displeasure

Verse 3  And They that be wise/teachers shall shine as the spiritual brightness of the firmament/heaven: and they that turn many to spiritual Righteousness as the stars for ever and ever

Proverbs 4 : 18 – 19

Authorized King James Version

Verse 18    But the path of the just/righteous is as the shinning light, that shines more and more unto the perfect day

Verse 19  The way of the wicked is a darkness/ignorance:  they know not at what they stumble


I still see the SPIRITUAL VISION today and SPIRIUALLY HEAR the silent cries of the precious spiritual children/the human spirit of the Kingdom of Darkness, the spiritually least of Jesus’s brethren and my spiritual brethren/family

Precious, precious spiritual beings/children trapped in flames and darkness, tortured in their spiritual heart’s and souls by the fear of death, living yet dead!  Spiritually living in trances to survive the horror, the abuse, numb yet somehow feeling programmed mind-controlled slaves!

Spiritual hearts and souls addicted to drugs, lusts of the flesh, sexually abused, money, power, lies.

Spiritual lives so abused that the spiritual heart and it’s soul COULD NOT STAY WHOLE/ONE – but created through the power of thoughts and the gift of imagination to create others to be awake while the spiritual heart and it’s spiritual body sleeps and hides.  Lives unseen and unheard by their spiritual brethren!!

The spiritual VISION is always the same

One Of Light and Dark

I am always walking on a lighted narrow path, a very small narrow path and there is only DARKNESS BELOW!

In The DARKNESS I always see HANDS AND ARMS reaching up and I always HEAR THE SILENT CRIES of their broken, wounded and fearful hearts of their spirit and soul.

I Know that they, these precious ones have been SILENTLY CRYING For so very LONG!

I Am Here!

I Am Real!

I Am Alive!

Please Find Me!

Please Help Me!

I Want Out!

Please Someone Help Me!

I Am Down Here, I Am Afraid!

I Am Alone, And Lonely!

I Hurt, And I Am In Pain!

Can’t You See Me?

I Am Here And I Am Alive!

Please, Please Help Me!!!

I cry every time this spiritual VISION comes to me and I SEE AND HEAR ” the spiritually least of Jesus’s and my spiritual brethren in this dark spiritual place, The Kingdom of Darkness.

I always see SO MANY HANDS, JUST SO MANY HANDS and ARMS reaching up.  I can NEVER see the faces, JUST THE HANDS.  The SILENT CRIES of the spiritual hearts and souls of these precious human spirits are ALWAYS SO STRONG, SO LOUD and NEVER ENDING.  The PAIN in their SILENT CRIES is so Horrible, the FEAR OF DEATH is so powerful and the smell of Satan’s Breath is so foul and full of dark flames of fire that is always burning.

I can always feel Satan’s dark fire as he spiritually tightens his spiritual grip of slavery and darkness on them.  I can see hands being pulled back down by demonic claws.

The spiritual Vision always fades away when I break down and cry to The Lord Most High God for them and plead with Him to help them because they are so precious to Him.  But each and every time, He says 

I am sending you in My Name/Nature and Authority and Power of My Agape Love!!!



But NO MATTER where I go, a parking lot, in my car, in my house, at church

I Will See The Open Spriritual Vision of The Hands, So Many Hands!!!

I see the Hands and Hear The Silent Cries.  The Silent Cries are over whelming and there are JUST SO MANY HANDS!

But, before I could be SENT by The Heavenly Father on His Spiritual Behalf, he asked me

How much was the SALVATION of one SATANIST worth to me??


The Lord God went on and asked me HOW IMPORTANT it was to me to PLEASE HIM?

Would I allow my one and only biological child, my first born son to be sacrificed alive by being Skinned alive in front of me in a Satanic meeting to

Save Just One Satanist There????

Would I allow Myself to be crucified alive as His Son was on a cross at a Satanic meeting to 

Save Just One Satanist At The Meeting???

And Bring Them into The Agape Love OF God???

I was presented with an Abraham and Isaac Experienced!!!

As Abraham was asked of God to take his only son, his promised son, Isaac to the place God would show him and to

Sacrifice him to the Lord Almighty!

As Abraham, I was faced with


To The Lord Almighty or My Only Son’s Earthly Life!!

Could I bring down the knife on my only biological son??

Would I willfully and freely and with Agape Love

Obey The  Voice Of The Lord God

In order to demonstrate my agape love and obedience Of Him and To Him

Above All I Loved???

Even above the love of my only earthly/biological son’s life!!

Would I choose to PROVE MY WORDS of Loving God Almighty MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE?

Did I really LOVE the Lord Almighty As much as I SAID I DID?

Did I Love the precious human spirits in the darkness of Satanism AS MUCH AS I SAID I DID?

Did I FREELY CHOOSE to do the Will of the King of The Universe, My Heavenly Father?

Did I truly want Satan’s spiritual, mental, physical prisoners set free?

Would I go the distance MYSELF TO A CROSS and DIE as His Son, Christ Jesus did for the Love Of The Heavenly Father and the lost spiritual children of The Kingdom of Darkness to accomplish the spiritual purposes of God The Most High?

Would I GIVE ALL I HAD and LOVED to bring God The Most High’s Agape Love to JUST ONE of these in the spiritual darkness?

Would I value and desire Almighty God’s desires for spiritual children more than my OWN DESIRES?


What was my answer to Almighty God, The Most High?


I would take my only biological son to the mountain top and raise the knife to sacrifice him as a LOVE OFFERING to my King and The Most High God


I would raise the knife myself as Abraham did and bring it down!


I would raise the knife myself as Abraham did and bring it down!


In my heart and soul I brought the knife down to slay my only son


In my heart and soul I went the distance just as did Abraham did so long ago

Genesis 22 :  1 -18

Authorized King James Version

Verse 1   And it came to pass after these things, that God DID TEMPT/TEST Abraham, and said unto him, Abraham: and he said, Behold, here I am

Verse 2   And he/God said, Take now your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and get you into the land of Moriah;  and offer him there for a burnt offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell you of




Verse 3   And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and saddled his ass, and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac his son, and carried the wood for the burnt offering, and rose up and went unto the place of which God had told him.

Verse 4   Then on the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes, and saw the place afar off.

Verse 5  And Abraham said unto his young men, Abide/stay you here with the ass;  and I the lad/Isaac will go yonder and worship/sacrifice was worship/the death of someone or something one loved

Sad To Abraham

Pleasing To God

And come again to you

Verse 6   and Abraham took the wood of the burnt offering, and laid/put it upon Isaac his son ( an old Testament prophetic symbol/vision of the cross and Jesus ); and he took the fire in his hand and a knife;  and they went both of them together ( just as The Heavenly Father went with Christ Jesus who was in Christ Himself to the cross Himself)

Verse 7   And Isaac spoke unto Abraham his father, and said

My father; and Abraham said,

Here am I, my son

And Isaac said,

Behold the fire and the wood, but where is the LAMB for a burnt offering??

Verse 8  And Abraham said, My son, God will provide HIMSELF a LAMB for a burnt offering:

So they went both of them together.

Verse 9   And they came to the place which God had told him/Abraham of;  and Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and laid him on the altar upon the wood

Verse 10  And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay/kill/crucify his son

Verse 11   and the Angel of The Lord called unto him out of Heaven, and said

Abraham, Abraham

and he said,

Here Am I

Verse 12   And The Angel said,

Lay not your hand upon the lad/small boy/child/Isaac neither do you anything unto him;


Verse 13  And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket my his horns:  and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in stead of his son

Verse 14   and Abraham called the name/nature of that place JEHOVAH-JIREH as it is said to this day,

In the mount/High Place of Worship/Sacrifice of The Lord It/The Provision for His Required Sacrifice for showing one’s Love of Him Through OBEDIENCE even unto DEATH shall be seen/revealed/manifested/demonstrated

Verse 15  And the Angel of The Lord called unto Abraham out of Heaven the second time,

Verse 16  and said,

By Myself have I sworn, says The Lord, for because you have done this thing ( freely offering your only son unto Me to prove your love through OBEDIENCE to My Words ) and have NOT WITHHELD your son, your only son:  

Verse 17  that in Blessing, I will Bless you, and in Multiplying I will Multiply your seed as the stars of the heaven, and as the sand which is upon the sea shore;  and hour seed shall posses the gate/place of authority, judgment, dominion of his spiritual enemies;

Verse 18  and in your seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed;  because you have 




I love the salvation of just one Satanist more than I love the earthly life of my only biological son!


I Love You MORE than my own life and my only son’s!


I freely choose to sacrifice myself on a cross and my son to save just one Satanist!!


Your Purposes are more important to me than my own


It means more to me that YOU have spiritual children than for me to live or have my own biological child



Then I had to tell my son that I had chosen the salvation of one Satanist over his own earthly life.  I had to tell my only son, my first born son that I would let him be skinned alive in front of me in a Satanic meeting in order that just one of those Satanists at the meeting would be saved by The Agape Love of God Through His Son, Christ Jesus and be SPIRITALLY BORN AGAIN and that I also would allow myself to be crucified on a cross in front of him/my son in a satanic meeting to save just one of them was so hard.

I knew my son of only 12 years of age was saved, spiritually born again by the Holy Spirit of God The Most High through believing in His only begotten Son, Christ Jesus and was fully baptized in the Holy Spirit, and would go and be with the Lord/The Heavenly Father upon his earthly death.

BUT, to tell your only son, born of your own body, your only biological son of 12 years of age that you, his mother


and that I cared MORE ABOUT THE SPIRIUTAL SALVATION of JUST ONE Satanist MORE THAN his earthly life or mine was so hard.

And what did my son say,


Tears flow even now at the great Agape Love of God The Most High for all of us!!!


I had chosen as Abraham to


And to give by my own FREE WILL for God to have everything including me and my only son!

I had freely chosen to OBEY GOD’S VOICE and to be

Emotionally Unattached to EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING in this EARTHLY WORLD including my own life in order TO OBEY GOD’S VOICE

I freely chose His Purposes of Salvation for a Lost Spiritual Man in the Darkness and Bondage of Satanism over my and my son’s earthly life. 

I freely sacrificed own desires/loves/family, SO HIS AGAPE LOVE would reach those in great spiritual darkness/ignorance and living in the fear of death.

I freely chose His Will to be done on earth as IT IS DONE IN HEAVEN!


You see, I had to be tested by God The Most High, JUST AS ABRAHAM was with his only son, Isaac on a mountain top long ago.

The Spiritual Request was the same as it was for Abraham in the natural

The TEST TO OBEY was as spiritually, emotionally, mentally the same and as real as Abraham’s was so many years ago with his son, Isaac. I learned that as one thinks in his spiritual heart, so it was!

I had to sacrifice myself and my son for others as Abraham was to and as Christ Jesus Did

I had to be Spiritually Tested and My Love For God and Others Had to be Tried By The Fire of Agape Love. I had to be willing to GIVE ALL I WAS AND HAD to the Obedience and Love of God, the Most High and His Commands, and Purposes of His Kingdom of Heaven.

The Spiritual Experience of deciding to bring the knife down on my only son to slay him was the same as Abraham’s. I had to be willing to go all the way in my spiritual heart and soul before I could be

Spiritually Anointed and Then Sent into the deepest spiritual territories of Satan’s Kingdom of Darkness to reach the spiritual hands of the spiritually least of Christ Jesus’s brethren, the lost spiritual children of the night, the spiritual children of the dark fire who have been spiritually crying silently in their spiritual hearts even while they were in deep sleeps and trances for generations after generations.




By my own choice in my spiritual heart and soul!

EVERYTHING I was spiritually, emotionally, physically attached to/bonded to/loved/desired 


To be freely sacrificed and spiritually crucified in my own spiritual heart and soul!

NOTHING spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically could


To Me than


To The Most High God and His Commands/His Heart’s Desires For The Lost Ones Of Humanity

To His Voice, His Laws, His Will, His Purposes

His Agape Love For All Humanity!

Everything in me, Every area of me – my spirit, soul and physical body



More Than Anything or Anyone!!!

Everything in me HAD TO LOVE as He Did

The Least of Christ Jesus’s spiriutal brethren – the lost spiritual children of the night/the darkness


So That NOTHING spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically or


Would Hinder Me From Doing the PERFECT Will/Purposes of The Heavenly Father on the earth as It is done in Heaven!!


To bring His Great Agape Love and His Glory to the spiritual children of the Kingdom of Darkness, the spiritually least of Christ Jesus’s spiritual brethren trapped in the Dark Fire of The Kingdom of Darkness So, there WOULD BE NOTHING AND NO ONE for Satan to

Threaten Me With

To Kill In My Life

To Steal From Me

To Destroy or Torment Me With in My Life

My spiritual heart and soul HAD TO BE TRIED AND TESTED AND

I Passed The Tests!!!

Even to this day, the spiritual salvation of just one spiritual child of God’s – the least of Jesus’s brethren trapped in











Is more important to me than

Anyone or Anything!!

Nothing means more to me than to PLEASE  The Most High And To Do His Heart’s Will!!

By obeying Him, thus showing my love for Him above


And to freely as Jesus Christ Did.  To Be willing to give even my earthly life for others in slavery and darkness.

And what happened next, 

I was brought spiritually to The Heavenly Throne Room of God The Most High and Jesus Christ got off of His Throne on The Right side of The Heavenly Faher and stepped forward and laid His spiritual hands on me and anointed me and blessed me to

Spiritually fulfill the spiritual purposes of The Most High God on earth!

There is a 2nd part of this story that occurred years later called

A Transition of Identity & It Is Time!

That story further helps to spiritually understand this spiritual intimacy with The Heavenly Father so His Will is done earth as It is Done of Heaven.

So I was ANOINTED and then I began spiritually going in the Full Authority, Dominion and Power of The Most High God into the Kingdom of Darkness to reach the precious hands of the spiritual children in the Kingdom of Darkness.

These trips/battles were not easy and I had to be as a SOLIDER behind enemy lines stealth and highly trained to Rescue trapped spiritual children out of the hands of Satan.  A powerful soldier I became, and still am today.

I still spiritually operate in a stealth manner, behind enemy lines in the Kingdom of Darkness.

Highly trained in battle and spiritual warfare tactics to be spiritually victorious against Satan and his demons.

Now I knew HOW TO HELP THEM from a spiritual place of intimacy/oneness with the Heavenly Father

A Place of spiritual partnership with The Most High God

A Place of spiritual closeness just as Christ Jesus had and still has even today

I NOW COULD HELP THEM in ways I never knew about or even believed in, 



































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