Sunday, May 19, 2019

The Spiders Inside Of Me

 

Written To Pastor Deborah Who Was Then Known As Pastor Jan

Written By A 17 Year Old Multi-Generational Satanist Who Pastor Deborah Was Privileged To Spiritually Introduce To Christ Jesus And She Accepted His Invitation To Be His Spiritual Child

She At This Time Was Not Able To Escape And Live This New Life As A Child Of God, The Heavenly Father, But Was Trying

February 2001

 

The Spiders Inside

Have No Place To Hide

They Come Out At Night

From Their Place Deep Inside Of Me

 

If I Could Show You, I Would

But No One Can See Inside Of Me

Because There Is No Light, Only Darkness That Resides In Me

Because I Am Just Too Sad To See!

 

Depression And Anguish

Are My Only Friends

You See, They Are Always Around

Not Like The Rest

They Never Leave!

 

Sometimes I Sit And Dream Of A Better Day

Wish I Had My Own Place of ESCAPE

But I Don’t!

So, I Rest Again Peacefully

But,

I Awaken By The Thoughts Of Reality

The Demons Inside

They Are So Painfully Alive In Me

 

The Mere Feelings Of Joy And Hopefulness Are So Far From Me

Now, All I Do Is Sit In My Room And DREAM OF ESCAPING THIS DARKNESS

The Darkness That Dwells Deep Inside Me

 

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