Wednesday, May 22, 2019

Pastor Deborah’s Vision & Abrahamic Test

 

 

Love Is Here

So Many Hands, Just So Many Hands

 

The Harvest Is Truly Plenteous, But The Laborers Are Few,

Pray You, Therefore To The Lord Of The Harvest,

So That He Will Send Forth Laborers Into His Harvesthide

Matthew 9: 37-38

Authorized King James Version

 

This Story, This Test Began In August 1998, The Lord High God Gave Me, Pastor Deborah An OPEN SPIRITUAL VISION Of Those Who Were Spiritually Spoken About In Matthew 25: 31 -46.  To Help You, The Reader Get A Better Spiritual Understanding Of This Church and It’s Agape Love Ministry, Love Is Here I Must Take You Back Just Alittle Further In Time Before You Will Truly Understand The Spiritual Vision And The Reason For The Abrahamic Test I Had To Take.

 

Let’s Begin

In the Summer Of 1995, July 30 To Be Exact At A Church Revival Service, The Lord Most High Revealed Himself To Me In A Way I Had Never Had Happen To Me Before With Some Of His Power and Presence I Had Never Been Touched With Before.  Then On Thanksgiving Night 1995, I Was Fully Immersed  In The Fullness of His Power.  This Immersion Of The Fullness Of The Power and Agape Love Of Brought Me Completely Out Of Mental Health Counseling In The World and Placed Me Into The Kingdom of Heaven!  My Spiritual Eyes Were Opened And My Spiritual Ears Now Were No Longer Spiritually Deaf. I Had Now Been The Spiritual Gift Of DISCERNING OF SPIRITS From The Holy Spirit So I Could SEE, PEER INTO, HEAR AND INTERACT in The Realm of The Spirit.

 The Hidden Realms, The Hidden Kingdoms Of The Spiritual World Became Visible To Me And They Became A True Reality.

These Spiritual Experiences Were Just The Beginning Of What Would Become A Life Changing Purpose Of Helping People.  I Had Begun To Step Into My True And Eternal Purposes OF HELPING PEOPLE THE LORD’S WAY!

On The Night Of Thanksgiving 1995 While Laying In The Glorious Presence Of God, Under What Was Called A Glory Blanket I Heard Very Clearly The Lord God Speak To Me And He Said,

DO MY WORK!!!!

I Said Back To Him,  ”  I Know What Your Work Is, But Where Do You Want Me To Do Your Work?”

Then The Lord God Answered Me And Said Again,

DO MY WORK!!!!

And I Said Again To Him, ” I Know What Your Work is, But Where Do You Want Me To Do Your Work?”

I Did Not Know What The Most High God Meant Until His Holy Spirit Spiritually Opened Up The Word Of God To Me.  I Did Not Know It, But I Had Just Been Called INTO HELPING PEOPLE THE LORD’S WAY And COMMANDED TO

 DO HIS WORK!!!!

Now Began The Lessons Of Spiritual Revelations That Still Continue To This Day.  I Was Instructed To Go To The Book Of  John In The Bible, John 6:29  To Be Exact.  I Have Always Required To Be Lead To His Word and To Have The Holy Spirit, The Teacher Of The Kingdom of Heaven To Open Up/Spiritually Reveal To Me What Spiritual Truth/Revelations Where Hidden In The Words Of Black Ink On The Pages Of His Book, The Bible.

 

This Is The Work Of God, That You BELIEVE On Him Who He Has Sent

 John 6:29

Authorized King James Version

I Was Spiritually Commanded And Called TO DO THE WORK OF THE LORD, HIS WAY And Not The Way Of Mental Health Counseling.

My Spiritual Heart & Soul Had To Believe That The Word Of God Himself, His Son Was Sent To The Earth To Help People The Lord’s Way, Not The Way Of The World on Earth.  I Was To Believe With Everything Thing In Me, That The Kingdom of Heaven Was Back On Earth and Was Here Now.  But I Had To Spiritually Understand and Still Know More Ancient Truths & Their Wisdom SO I COULD HELP PEOPLE THE LORD’S WAY, NOT THE WAY OF MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELING.

Yet I Had More To Learn & Understand.

So Back To The Word Of God I Was Taken.  This Time I Was Instructed To Go To 

John 14: 12

Truly, Truly I ( The Word Of God, God Himself Speaking To All Through His Son, Christ Jesus ) Say Unto You ( Deborah ), He ( That Means You, Deborah ) That Believes On Me/The Heavenly Father/The Lord God Himself And That I Am He That Is Speaking To You From Out Of My Son’s Spirit And Out Through His Physical Body Called, Jesus, THE WORKS/DEEDS/MIRCLES/THE WAY OF THE KINGDOM That I Do, SHALL He/You, Deborah Do Also;  And /WORKS Than THESE SHALL HE/YOU, DEBORAH DO;  Why Because I/Christ Jesus Go Unto My Father ( And I Will Send You With The Holy Spirit To HELP PEOPLE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN’S WAY)

Authorized King James Version

 

I Had To Believe WITHOUT DOUBT OR FEAR OR WAVERING On The Word Of God, The Kingdom of Heaven, The Holy Spirit And The Sent Son Christ Jesus First And With Everything In Me, Then I WOULD DO THE WORKS THAT CHRIST JESUS DID And EVEN GREATER WORKS Than Christ  Jesus Did Because He Has Gone Unto His Father and SPIRITUALLY RELEASED HIS ANOINTING & THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN Unto Me, Now On The Earth So The Heavenly Father Could & Would SPIRITUALLY WORK Freely And Powerfully With and Through Me, Pastor Deborah To Reach Into The Kingdom of Darkness Around The World and Set The SPIRITUAL CAPTIVES FREE of The Kingdom of Darkness and It’s King, Satan.  

I, Pastor Deborah Would Have To SACRIFICE ALL IN MY LIFE THAT WAS IMPORTANT AND LOVED BY ME In Order That The Most High God Could And Would Use Me To REACH THE CHAINED HANDS AND HEARTS of The Children Of The Night Who Were SPIRITUALLY TRAPPED In All 3 Areas of Their Spirit, Soul and Physical Body To Satan and His Strongmen of The Kingdom Of Darkness.  

Through Believing The Words of John In The Book Of Life And That The Heavenly Father Had Sent Himself In His Word, His Son, Christ I Would Be Able To POUR OUT The Heavenly Father’s Agape Love In Great Power That Had Not Been Seen On Earth Before.

The Heavenly Father’s Heart’s Desire Was To Take Pastor Deborah Spiritually Deep Into The Kingdom Of Darkness And TO DO THE WORK OF THE LORD, HIS WAY, IN THE POWER OF AGAPE LOVE AND BY THE HEART OF A TRUE MOTHER FROM THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.  God The Most High Was CALLING Pastor Deborah ( Who Went By Another Name At This Time, Jan Which Would Have To Eventually Die So Pastor Deborah Could Come Out Of The Womb Of Training And Take Her Rightful Place In The 3 Part Nature of Her Spirit, Soul and Physical Body.  That Death and Birth Is In Another Story Entitled, IT’S TIME.)

The Heavenly Father Was Going To Be Spiritually  Fulfilling His Heart’s Desires, His Prophetic Words From Eternity In The Lives Of Children In The Kingdom Of Darkness

ISAIAH 61 & 62

Authorized King James Version

Isaiah 61: 1-11

Verse 1   The Spirit Of The Lord God Is Spiritually Upon Me ( The Word Of God, Christ Jesus ) And Those Who Spiritually Believe In Him & His Agape Love

Why?

Because The Lord/The Heavenly Father Has Spiritually Anointed Me/The Son Of Man/Pastor Deborah /The Son Of God/The Word Of God To Spiritually Preach/Announce/Declare/Speak/Tell/Proclaim The Spiritual Good Tidings/News/Truth Unto The Spiritually Meek ( Those  Who Are Spiritually Deficient In Spiritual Strength And Courage );

He/The Heavenly Father/The Lord Most High God Has Spiritually Sent Me/The Son/The Word Made Flesh/The Christ In A Dirt Body/Pastor Deborah In The Spiritual Likeness Of Man To Spiritually Bind Up/Heal/Restore Spiritually Broken/Fractured Spiritual Hearts/Minds,

To Spiritually Proclaim/Preach/Announce/Decree Spiritual Liberty/Freedom To All

( Freedom From The Spiritual Fear Of Death, And The Law Of Sin And Death And Their Spiritual Consequences -Death To Me & My Kingdom of Heaven 

To Spiritually Set Free The Spiritual Captives/Spirits & Souls/Spiritual Children Who Had Spiritually Become Slaves To Their Spiritual Lusts OF The Flesh, To The Lusts Of The Eyes, And To The Pride of Life.  To Replace The Kingdom of Heaven and it’s Governor, The Holy Spirit Back On The Rulership As The Head of The Spirit and The Spirit The Head Of The Soul and The Soul  The Head Of The Physical Body.  Everyone Back In The Righteous Place In The Heavenly Father’s Heart and In Their Place of Leadership, Authority & Dominion.

To Spiritually Open The Spiritual Prison Doors To Them That Are Spiritually Bound,

Verse 2    To Spiritually Proclaim/Announce/Decree/Preach The Spiritually Acceptable Year/Age/Time Of The Lord, And The Spiritual Day/Time/Age Of Spiritual Vengeance Of Our Spiritual God;  

To Spiritually Comfort All That Spiritually Mourn;

Verse 3   To Spiritually Appoint/Give Unto Them That Spiritually Mourn In Spiritual Zion/Their City of Their Spirit and Soul, To Spiritually Give Unto Them Spiritual Beauty ( Honor & Glory ) For The Spiritual Ashes ( Dishonor, Defilement, Darkness, Death ), The Spiritual Joy ( Of Agape Love In Me, The Heavenly Father And The Spiritual Life/light I Spiritually Bring To Them Instead Of Spiritual Death) For Their Spiritual Mourning

( For The Great Loss Of Their Spiritual Beauty, Glory, Life In Me, Their Spiritual Kingship In The Kingdom of Heaven In Their Spiritual Land Of Their Spirit & Soul And For The Loss Of The Holy Spirit, The Governor and Great Communicator To and Of God, The Heavenly Father And His Living Words of Light and Life For They Spiritually Now Live In Spiritual Darkness/Ignorance and Death/Spiritual Separation From Me, The Heavenly Father and From My Spiritual Kingdom of Heaven)

The Spiritual GARMENTS/COVERING/CLOTHES/ROBE OF SPIRITUAL PRAISE For The SPIRIT OF HEAVINESS/BONDAGE/GRIEF Over Their Spiritual Losses/Their Spiritual Sadness/Lack Of Hope/Lack Of Spiritual Light/Lack Of Spiritual Truth & Life;

WHY?

So That They ( The Spirit Man/Person In A Dirt Body ) Might Spiritually Be Spiritually CALLED/NAMED/BECOME In Their NEW SPIRITUAL NATURE

Spiritual Trees Of My Spiritual Righteousness/Salvation/Re-Birthed Into A New Creation That Has Never Been Seen Before

My Spiritual Salvation!

The Spiritual Planting Of The Lord God/The Heavenly Father So That He/Agape Love Himself Might Spiritually Be In Spirit & In Truth Spiritually Be Glorified On Earth As He Is In The Kingdom of Heaven In Heaven, The Home Country/Lan/Territory of The King Of Heaven.

Verse 4    And They ( The Spiritual Trees I Planted Of My Spiritual Salvation/Righteousness On The Earth ) Shall Spiritually Build The Old Spiritual Wastes

( The Old Spiritual Spirit and It’s Soul, The Hidden Person of The Heart )

They My Spiritual Trees Of My Spiritual Righteousness Shall Spiritually Raise Up/Rebuild/Restore The Former Spiritual Desolations

( The Old Spiritual Spirit and It’s Soul, The Hidden Person of The Heart)

And They ( My Spiritual Trees Of My Spiritual Righteousness ) Shall Spiritually Repair/Restore/Rebuild/Renew The Spiritually Waste Cities

( Each Area Of The Spiritual Man and It’s Helpmate, The Soul – The Hidden Person of The Heart )

The Spiritual Desolations/Forsaken/Hollow/Vain/Empty/The Wilderness & Deserts Of The Kingdom of Heaven Inside The Spiritual Person’s Heart And It’s Soul, The Hidden Person of The Heart That Still Lives In Darkness/Ignorance/In Hunger & Thirst Of My Kingdom of Heaven Spiritual Purposes And Their Value That Have Been Desolate/Barren/Corrupted/Made Perverse and Evil For Many Spiritual Generations.

Verse 5    And Spiritual Strangers Shall Stand And Spiritually Feed/Nourish/Rule Over/Care For Your Spiritual Flocks, And The Spiritual Alien Shall Be Your Spiritual Plowmen And Your Vinedressers

Verse 6    But You, Spiritual Child Of Mine/The Heavenly Father, My Spiritual Tree Of My Spiritual Righteousness That I Have Spiritually Planted On The Earth Shall Be Spiritually NAMED/BE CALLED/BY SPIRITUAL NATURE BECOME The Spiritual Priests Of The Lord God:  

Spiritual Men Will Spiritually CALL/NAME/DECLARE You 

The Spiritual Ministers Of Our God:

You Shall Spiritually Eat The Spiritual Riches Of The Spiritual Gentiles, And In Their Spiritual Glory Shall You Spiritually Boast Yourself;

Verse 7   For Your Spiritual SHAME, You Shall Have DOUBLE;  And For Spiritual CONFUSION, They Shall Spiritually Rejoice In Their Spiritual Land/Cities of Their Spirit & It’s Soul, The Hidden Person of The Heart,  They SHALL Spiritually POSSESS The DOUBLE

DOUBLE WHAT?

” Everlasting Spiritual Agape Love, Joy & Peace “

Shall Spiritually Be Unto Them

Verse 8   For I The Lord/The Heavenly Father Love Spiritual Judgment, I Hate Spiritual Robbery For Burnt Spiritual Offerings;  And I Will Spiritually Direct Their Spiritual Work In My Spiritual Truth/Light, And I Will Spiritually Make A Spiritual Everlasting/Eternal Spiritual Covenant/Legal Contract With Them.

Verse 9   And Their Spiritual Seed/Their Spiritual Children and The Words Of Agape Love Shall Be Spiritually Known Among The Spiritual Gentiles, And Their Spiritual Offspring Among The People;  All That Spiritually See Them Shall Spiritually Acknowledge Them So That They Are The

Spiritual Seed Which The Lord Has Spiritually Blessed

Verse 10    I, The Spiritual Man/Person In A Dirt Body Will Greatly Spiritually Rejoice In The Lord, My Soul – The Hidden Person of My Heart Shall Be Spiritually Joyful In My God;  For He Has Spiritually Clothed/Covered Me With The Spiritual Garments Of Spiritual Salvation, He/The Lord Has Spiritually Covered/Clothed Me With

The Spiritual Robe Of His Glorious Spiritual Righteousness,

How Has He Done This?

As A Bridegroom Decks Himself With Ornaments, And As A Bride Adorns Herself With Jewels

Verse 11   For, As The Earth Brings Forth her Bud, And As The Garden Causes The Things That Are Planted/Sown In It To Spring Forth;  So The Lord God Will Spiritually Cause Spiritual Righteousness And Praise To Spring Forth Before All The Nations/Peoples.

 

 

Isaiah 62: 1-12

Verse 1    For Spiritual Zion’s Sake ( The Spirit & Soul of Mankind ), Will I, The Lord NOT HOLD My Spiritual Peace/I Will NOT BE Spiritually Silent,  And For Spiritual Jerusalem’s (  My New City Of The Spiritual Righteous Man/Person) Sake, I The Lord Will NOT Spiritually Rest/Stop Working/Stop Speaking Until My Spiritual RIGHTEOUSNESS Thereof Goes Forth As A SPIRITUAL BRIGHTNESS/LIGHT SHINNING BRIGHTLY And The Spiritual SALVATION Thereof Goes Spiritually Forth As A Spiritual LAMP THAT BURNS/SHINES OUT TO ALL MANKIND IN THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS/IGNORANCE.

Verse 2   And The Spiritual Gentiles/Those Not Yet Wearing My Spiritual Robes of Righteousness Shall Spiritually See Your Spiritual RIGHTEOUSNESS  And All Spiritual Kings/All Of Mankind Will See Your SPIRITUAL SALVATION/GLORY IN ME:  And You Shall Be Spiritually CALLED/NAMED/BECOME In Your New Spiritual Nature, Which The Spiritual Mouth Of The Lord Shall Spiritually NAME/CALL YOU/DECREE YOU TO BE NOW

Verse 3    You, Oh Righteous Spiritual Man/Person Of The Lord God Shall Also Be A 

Spiritual CROWN Of Spiritual GLORY In The Spiritual HAND Of The Lord God

And A ROYAL Spiritual DIADEM/HEADBAND/CROWN In The Spiritual HAND Of Your God

Verse 4   You Righteous Spiritual One, SHALL NO MORE Spiritually BE NAMED/DECREED/CALLED/BE IN YOUR SPIRITUAL NATURE Be Spiritually

FORSAKEN;

Neither Shall Your Spiritual Land/Kingdom of  Your Spirit & Soul Anymore Be Spiritually CALLED/NAMED/DECREED/BY SPIRITUAL NATURE BE

DESOLATE;

But You, Oh Beloved  Spiritual Man SHALL NOW Be Spiritually CALLED/NAMED/DECREED/BY SPIRITUAL NATURE BECOME/BE

HEPHZIBAH

My Spiritual Delight is In You

And Your Spiritual Land/Territory/Your Spirit & It’s Soul

BEULAH

Master, Married

Belonging Only To Me, Your God and Lord

One Spiritually With Me, One With Agape Love

For The Lord Spiritually DELIGHTS In You, And Your Spiritual Land/Your Spirit and Soul Shall Be Married/Spiritually One With Me

Verse 5  For As A Young Man Marries A Virgin, So Shall Your Sons Marry You

( You Dear One, Will Be As A Virgin To Me, Never Having Been Intimate With, Desiring Or Loving Another God, But Me, The Lord !)

And As The Bridegroom Rejoices Over The Bride, So Shall Your God Spiritually Rejoice Over You For His Heart Is Full Of Joy For Being One With You

(  As One Who Has Always Loved You and Now Is Going To Be One With You As Your Only God, One Dressed In White Robes Of Righteousness As A Bride’s Wears Her White Wedding Dress, Clean And Pure, And Only With Eyes For Her Love Of Her Life)

Verse 6   I Have Spiritually Set Spiritual Watchmen Upon Your Spiritual Walls, O’Jerusalem, Which Shall Spiritually Never Hold Their Spiritual Peace Day Or Night:  You That Make Spiritual Mention Of The Lord, Keep Not Silent.

Verse 7  And Give Him/The Spiritual Watchman No Spiritual Rest, Until He Spiritually Establishes, And Until He/The Lord Makes His New Jerusalem/The New Spiritual Person’s Heart A PRAISE IN THE EARTH.

Verse 8  The Lord Has Spiritually SWORN By His Right Hand, And By The Arm Of His Spiritual Strength, Surely I Will No More Give Your Spiritual Corn To Be Spiritual Meat For Your Spiritual Enemies;  And The Spiritual Sons OF The Spiritual Stranger Shall Not Drink Your Spiritual Wine,  For The Which You Have Spiritually Labored.

Verse 9   But They That Have Spiritually Gathered It Shall Eat It, And Spiritually Praise The Lord;  And They That Have Spiritually Brought It Together Shall Spiritually Drink It In The Spiritual COURTS OF MY SPIRITUAL HOLINESS

Verse 10   Spiritually Go Through, Spiritually Go Through The Spiritual Gates;  Spiritually Prepare You The Spiritual Way of The Spiritual People;  Spiritually Cast Up,  Spiritually Cast Up The  Spiritual Highway;  Spiritually Gather Out The Spiritual Stones;  Spiritually Lift Up A Spiritual Standard/Banner/Flag Of Agape Love For The Spiritual People

Verse 11   Spiritually Behold, The Lord Has Spiritually Proclaimed/Decreed/Declared/Announced/Prophesied Unto The End Of The Spiritual Realm/Heaven and Earth

SAY YOU SPIRITUALLY TO THE SPIRITUAL DAUGHTER OF SPIRITUAL ZION

SPIRITUALLY BEHOLD,  YOUR SPIRITUAL SALVATION COMES!

Spiritually Behold His Spiritual Reward Is Spiritually With Him 

The Holy Spirit & The Kingdom of Heaven

And His Work/Recompense/Judgment/Payment Is Spiritually Before Him

Verse 12   And They Spiritually Shall Call Them

The Righteous Spiritual Ones Of The Lord God

The Spiritual Holy People Of The Kingdom Of Heaven

The Spiritually Redeemed Of The Lord God

And You, Oh Spiritually Righteous Spiritual One, Shall Be Spiritually Called/Named/Decreed/By Spiritual Nature Be

Sought Out, 

A Spiritual City Not Forsaken Any Longer

These Words Spiritually Spoken By The Heavenly Father’s Chosen Old Testament Prophet, Isaiah Are 

His Father’s Heart’s Desires For All Mankind,  His Heart Desires and His Prophetic Words Of Agape Love To All Mankind For All Eternity

 

THESE WORDS SPOKEN OUT INTO THE WORLD ON THE EARTH, INTO THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS FROM OUT OF A HEART OF AGAPE LOVE, I had to Hear For Myself, To Learn and To Believe In And I Did and Still Do.  Even To This Day, I Pray and Decree Isaiah 61 & 62 Over The Lives Of Those I Am Going To Set Free and  Over Those I Am A Mother To, And To Those Who Are Still In Chains Of Spiritual Slavery and Captivity.

Now, I was Learning The Very Heart Desires of A Loving And Hurting God Who Was Missing His Children, His Loved Spiritual Ones Who Were Lost To Him In Another  Kingdom and Serving and Married To Another.

 

 

Then In 1996,

The Lord Most High Gave Me His Holy Revelation Of Another Word In His Book Of Life,

 Matthew 25: 31-46

So That My Spiritual Eyes, Ears, And Heart Would Be Spiritually Opened And My Spiritual Eyes Of My Spiritual Understanding Would Know Hidden Truth

Of What The Great & Powerful Agape Love Of The Heavenly Father And His Heart’s Desires For The Spiritual Children Of The Night In The Kingdom OF Darkness Was.

The Lord Most High God Used And Abandoned Kitten To Reach My Hidden Person Of My Soul/Heart.  He Desired For Me To Emotionally Feel As He Did Toward The Spiritually Lost To Him, The Spiritual Captives Of Satan’s Kingdom of Darkness/Ignorance, Of The Spiritually Abused, The Spiritually Abandoned and Living In The Fear Of Death, The Spiritually Forgotten & Neglected, The Spiritual Lives Trapped In A Spiritual Matrix Of Total Control And Who Had Been Silently Crying Out For Love And Help Since The Fall Of All Mankind, Long Ago In An Ancient Time, A Forgotten Time.

The Lord God Spiritually Opened Up His Hidden Spiritual Revelations Of Matthew 25: 31-46 So I Would Know And See His Father’s Heart. 

Verse 31   When The Son Of Man Shall Come In His Glory, And All The Holy Angels With Him, Then Shall He Sit Upon The Throne Of His Glory

Verse 32   And Before Him Shall Be Gathered All Nations/People;  And He Shall Separate Them One From Another, As A Shepherd Divides His Sheep From The Goats;

Verse 33  And He Shall Set The Sheep On His Right Hand, Come You Blessed Of My Father, Inherit The Kingdom Prepared For You From The Foundations Of The World, But The Goats On The Left.

Verse 34   Then Shall The King Say Unto Them on His Right Hand, Come, You Blessed Of My Father, Inherit The Kingdom Prepared For You From The Foundation Of The World:

Verse 35   For I Was Hungry, And You Gave Me Meat/Food:  I Was Thirsty, And You Gave Me Drink:  I Was A Stranger, And You Took Me In:

Verse 36    Naked, And You Clothed Me:  I Was Sick, And You Visited Me:  I Was In Prison, And You Came Unto Me.

Verse 37   Then Shall The Righteous Ones Answer Him, Saying, Lord When Did We See You Hungry And Fed You?  Or Thirsty, And Gave You Drink?

Verse 38   When Did We See You A Stranger, And Took You In?  Or Naked, And Clothed You?

Verse 39   Or When Did We See You Sick, Or In Prison, And Came Unto You?

Verse 40    And The King Shall Answer And Say Unto Them,  Truly  I Say Unto You, Inasmuch AS YOU HAVE DONE IT/THESE THINGS Unto ONE OF THE LEAST OF THESE, MY BROTHERS, YOU HAVE DONE IT UNTO ME

Proverbs 14: 31

Verse 31   He That OPPRESSES The Poor Shames/Dishonors/Belittles His Maker/Creator:  But He That HONORS Him/The Maker/The Creator Has MERCY ON THE POOR

Back To Matthew

Verse 41   THEN, Shall He/The King Say Unto Them On His Left Hand  Depart From Me, You Cursed, Into Everlasting Fire, Prepared For The Devil And His Angels:

Verse 42  For I Was Hungered, And You Gave Me No Meat/Food:  I Was Thirsty, And You Gave Me No Drink:

Verse 43   I Was A Stranger, And You Took Me Not In:  Naked, And You Clothed Me Not:  Sick, And In Prison And You Visited Me Not.

Verse 44    Then Shall They Also Answer Him, Saying, Lord When Saw We You Hungry, Or Athirst, Or A Stranger, Or Naked, Or Sick, Or In Prison, And DID NOT MINISTER UNTO YOU?

Verse 45  Then Shall He Answer Them, Saying, Truly I Say Unto You, Inasmuch As YOU DID IT/THESE THINGS NOT TO ONE OF THE SPIRITUALLY LEAST OF THESE, YOU DID IT NOT TO ME SPIRITUALLY!

Verse 46    And These Shall Go Spiritually Away Into Everlasting Punishment:  But The Righteous Into Life Eternal.

The Holy Spirit Of God Spiritually Opened Up These Written Words In His Book OF Life To Spiritually REVEAL To Me WHAT THE TRUTH WAS SPIRITUALLY About These Scriptures So My Spiritual Heart And It’s Soul With The Hidden Person Of It’s Heart Would KNOW WHAT WAS REALLY BEING WRITTEN ABOUT HERE IN THESE WORDS.  I Was Shocked!  I Had Been Asking The Lord WHY THE PEOPLE WHO WERE RECEIVING FROM FOOD PANTRIES, VISITS TO PRISONS & JAILS, FROM CLOTHING PANTRIES were NOT CHANGING!  I Did Not Know What Was Wrong!  I know The Peanut Butter Was Prayed Over and Given In Love, The Rice and Beans Also, All Churches Had Prison & Jail Ministries, Pastors Visited His or Hers Sick Congregations In Hospitals, Nursing Homes and In The Homes of The Person.  What Was Wrong.  People Were Not Growing, Changing And I Did Not Know Why.  But After These Scriptures Were Spiritually Opened Up To The Real Me, The Spiritual Me I Knew WHAT THE PROBLEMS HAD BEEN AND STILL ARE TODAY.

 

The Holy Spirit Revealed To Me THAT IT WAS THE HUMAN SPIRIT WHO THE KING WAS TALKING ABOUT In These Scriptures.  The Precious Lost Spiritual Creation/Child Of God The Heavenly Father, THE SPIRIUTAL PERSON INSIDE OF THE DIRT BODY HAD NOT BEEN SPIRITUALLY ATTENDED TO IN THESE SPIRITUAL WAYS THAT THE KING WAS SPEAKING ABOUT!

You See, I Had Been Taught That IT WAS MAN’S FLESH – HIS PHYSICAL BODY THAT NEEDED TO BE CLOTHED, THAT WAS IN A PHYSICAL PRISON OR JAIL AND WAS IN HOSPITALS SICK WITH DISEASE AND DYING.  I BELEIVED WE WERE OBEYING THESE SCRIPTURES BY DOING THESE THINGS AND WE EVEN ATTENDED TO THE SOUL BY PRAYING FOR THEM AND BLESSING THEM AND TELLING THEM ABOUT THE WORD OF GOD.

But That Was NOT THE SPIRITUAL MEANING At All!

When This Spiritual Revelation Came To Me, My Spiritual Eyes OF My Understanding Were Opened and My Spiritual Heart Understood The Power Of The Words Of God The Most High When He Told A Lady At A Well, That His Words ARE SPIRIT AND THEY ARE LIFE!

It Was The Spiritually Hungry, Thirsty, And Broken In Their Spiritual Heart, Spiritual Man For The Spiritual Drink/The Water Of Life and The Milk Of The Word Of God – The Agape Love Of God As Mother, The Hungry Spiritual Heart of A Lost and Dead Spiritual Person To God Who Was Hungry For Spiritual Meat Of The Word Of God -Truth And It’s Righteousness and Who Were Hungry For Some Bread Of Life, Heavenly Wine & Honey From Words They Did Not Know Of Or Even Ever Tasted Before.  Yet, Hungry & Thirsty They Spiritually Were.

 

Now I Knew, It Was The Precious Spiritual Creations Called Man That Was Not Either a Male Or A Female, But A Spirit, The King’s Least Of His Family/Brethren, The Lost Children Of The Kingdom of Darkness, The Kingdom of The Night THAT WERE SPIRITUAL STRANGERS TO A LOVEING HEAVENLY FATHER AND MOTHER Who Had Not Been Spiritually RESTORED To Them Through The Son, The Christ, The Sent Word, The Living Word/Son/Image & Likeness Of God Himself And Who Were All Still Spiritual Strangers and Aliens, And Orphans That Had Been Spiritually Raised In A Evil, Unloving, Abusive Spiritual Family, The Family of Satan And His Demonic Spirits!

Parents, Demons and Kingdom Of Darkness Families

The Spiritually NAKED Human Spirit Who Was Stained and Clothed In SHAME, DISHONOR, DEFILMENT, GUILT AND ONLY KNEW THE ORNAMENTS OF THE FEAR OF DEATH AND PAIN.  Spiritually EMERSHED In SIN, DEATH AND HATE.  LONELYNESS Was Their Only Companion and Friend.  These Least of The King’s Spiritual Brethern Were Stained In Evil and Corruption That Smelled of Death.  These Spirits of Humans Were The ONES WHO THE KING Was Speaking About WHO HAD NOT BEEN ATTENDED TO By Some Of God’s Own People.  These WERE The King’s Lost and Forsaken Ones, Forgotten And Hidden, Yet Among Us But We Did Not See Them or Hear Them In Their Silent Cries.

These The King Said, Were NAKED, Not In His Royal Robes Of Righteousness/Salvation, Not Wearing The Garments Of Praise or Wearing Their Kingdom of Heaven Signet Ring on There Finger, They Did Not Have Of The Crown Of The Kingdom of Heaven Nor Were They Carrying The Golden Scepter Of The Kingdom of Heaven And They Could Not Even Come Into His Presence Without Fear Of Death & Punishment!!!

To Continue My Spiritual Education Through His Spiritual Revelations, I Was Given A Poem By The Heavenly Father Himself About His Precious Ones Who These Scriptures Were Spiritually Speaking About, The Children Of The Night, Of The Kingdom Of Darkness That He Was Spiritually and Physically Going To Send Me To and What They Were Saying About Themselves in Their Spiritual Hearts and What He Was Going To Be Hearing From Them When His Gift Of Agape Love Arrived Through The Voice, Hands, and Heart Of His Spiritual Mother He Was Going To Send To Them, Pastor Deborah And What They Would Feel As Agape Love Was Poured Out In Power Into Their Fearful Broken Spiritual Hearts As They Were Cuddled By Words of A Mother, By Words Of Love As It’s Milk Was Gently Given To Dry and Famished Spiritual Hearts As Warm and Sweet, Gently Given.   Spiritual Children Cuddling In The Spirit In The Loving Arms Of A Shepherd and Spiritual Mother.  Hearing Gentle Words Of Agape Love As Their Troubles Melted Like Lemon Drops And The Love Of A Mother Anchored Them and Their Soul, Even The Hidden Person of The Heart In Love and Acceptance; In Love and Forgiveness; In Love and Compassion; In Love and Mercy;  In Unconditional Love For All Eternity Was Gently Taken Into A Heart That Had Become As Hard, Yet Broken Into Pieces As Stone.  

 

Who I Was

Given To Pastor Deborah By The Heavenly Father Himself

 

I Was Born Already Spiritually Ruined/Dead

I Was Born In Spiritual Darkness/Ignorance,  Light Is My Enemy

I Was Born Spiritually Hungry And All I Had To Eat Was Fear and Torment, Pain And Bitterness

I Was Born Spiritually Thirsty And I Only Drank Bitter Water

Love Is Unknown To Me, It Always Hurts Me

No One Is Tender Or Kind To Me Without Strings

I Have Never Felt Safe From Death

 

I Never Have Safe Shelter, Except In My Hidden Worlds In My Mind

I Want A New Family, But Never Get One

I Only Know Satan And His Demons

I Spiritually Wander In Dark Spiritual Lands Of Death

Death is Always All Around Me

 

I Only Sin, They Say And Drink It’s Bitter Bitter Waters

Lust is Never Satisfied, It Is Always Burning For More, More

I Am Spiritually Naked And Only Wear Clothes Of Demons and Animal Skins

I Am A Spiritual Temple And Dwelling Place For Satan, Demons and Other Human Spirits

I Am Always Sick In My Heart/Mind & Soul And No One Come To Help Me Or To Bring Me Healing

 

I Am Always In Deep Sleeps/Trances And Hiding From Everyone And Everything

Fear Rules My Life And My Thoughts Continually

I Run And Hide To The Safety Of Created Other Worlds In My Mind

I Am In A Spiritual Prison For My Spirit & Soul & Physical Body

I Have Broken/Fractured My Spirit And It’s Soul Into Many Others To Live For I Could Not Do It As One

 

My Spiritual & Physical Bodies Are Slaves/Held Captive By Satan and His Demons

Spiritually Chained With Invisible Chains & Fetters Of Iron

I Am Spiritually, Emotionally, Mentally, Sexually and Physically Tortured Daily And Not One Comes To Help Me

 

I Walk A Spiritually Crooked Path

I am Spiritually Vain/Empty/Hollow/Fruitless In My Spiritual Imaginations

I Only have Thoughts Of Survival And What Ever It Takes To Live And I Want To Live

My Thoughts Are Always Evil, Wicked and Perverse

The Dark Side Of Me Controls Me

I Am Full Of Pride And Am A Haughty Spirit

I Am Filled With All Things & Creatures Of The Darkness

 

I Am Spiritually Deaf, Blind And I Don’t Even Know I Am

I Am Spiritually Lame, Weak-Without Any Strength Except What is Given To Me By Demons

I Am Spiritually Defiled And Unholy

My Spirit Has Leprosy For I Am A Spiritual Leper, An Outcast Among The People

I Am A True Child Of The Devil/A Dragon/Satan

 

I Am Told I Am Bad, Evil And That No One Would EVER LOVE ME

I Am Going To Die And Go To Hell

I Am A Sinner, A Transgressor To Laws I Don’t Know About

I Live In Horror And The Fear Of Death

Torture And Abuse Are My Life

To Live, I Do What Ever I Am Told, No Matter Who Or What Gets Hurts, Or Dies

 

I Live In Other Unseen Worlds/Kingdoms

I Hide In The Safety Of Other Worlds In My Heart/Mind

I Am Always Sleeping, In Deep Trances

Others Live My Life For Me, Have Total Control Of Me

I Have No Choice If I Want To Live, And I Do

 

I Have Only Dark Light, Dark Understanding For Truth

I Am Spiritually Separated From The Day/The Light/Love

Darkness Rules My World/My Life

Lust Is My King

Obey Satan No Matter What!

 

You Are Either For Me Or Against Me

I Am Alive, Yet Dead

I Am Dead, Yet Living

I Am A Walking Dead Spirit,, A Zombie!

Death And Demons Are With Me 24/7

 

I See And Experience Pain And Terror Unbelievable, Beyond Belief

Fire, Death and Demons Are My Life

The Spiritual Power Of Satan Controls Me

I Am Not Free To Spiritually Go Where I Desire

I Am Not Free Of The Satanic Meetings, Rules Or Laws

I  Am A Mind Controlled Slave

 

An Unseen Matrix Has Been Pulled Over My Spiritual Heart and It’s Hidden Person Of The Heart Of My Soul And I Have No Idea/Ignorant Of This Truth

I Am Not Free, Others More Powerful Than Me, Control Me And My Life

I Live In A Shadow World OF Mist And Darkness And Death,  The Land Of Nod

Spiritual Babylon, The Spiritual Kingdom of Satan, The Kingdom of Darkness That Rules & Controls By The Fear Of Death, Punishment and Ignorance

I Am Cursed By Someone Named Noah From Long Ago To Be A Slave To All My Brothers

I Spiritually Live Under The Spiritual Generational Curses Of My Forefathers, Forsaking The One True King 

 

I Live With A Sentence Of Death Everyday,  It Could Be Me On The List This Time

I Live And Die Without Any True And Kind Love

I Believe I Am Going To Rule In Hell With My Father, Satan-The God Of This World

I Hurt Others To Live

I Do Drugs To Ease The Pain And To Forget My Life For Just A Few Hours

I Do Evil Continually & The Dark Side Of Me Rules Me

I Am A Child Of The Night/Darkness

I Am Just Like My Father’s Before Me,  I Am A Child Of The Devil

 

I Am A Murderer

I Am A Thief And A Liar

I Am A Destroyer Of Children And Animals

I Am An Idol Worshipper

I Am A Spiritual Adulterer

I Am A Spiritual Slave To A Dragon

 

My Spiritual Heart/Mind Is Fractured/Broken Into Many, Many Pieces

I Am Not Whole

I Am One, Yet Many

Many, Yet One

A Dark Side & A Light Side

All Of Me, My Many, My Ones, My Dark Side, My Light Are Programmed Mind Controlled Slaves

A System/A Matrix Of Control For My Spirit, Soul & Physical Body That I Do Not Control

Others I Really Don’t Know, Live My Life For Me

All 3 Parts Of My Being, Spirit, Soul & Physical Body Were Dedicated & Belong To Only Satan, The Great Dragon Of This World I Live In

I Was Spiritually Dedicated To Satan, The Dragon Even At My Conception, In The Womb And At My Birth

I Was Conceived On An Altar Of Blood,  I Was Born To Be A Child Of Satan

Born To Be A Chosen One, A Royal One!

 

My Spiritual Will Has To Surrender And Comply With Satan Even Today Just To Live And I Want To Live!

 

 

I Am A Total Spirit, Soul and Physical Prisoner/Captive/Slave Of A Dragon/A Serpent

I Am Spiritually Bound With Unseen Chains Of The Fear Of Death

I Live Bound & Chained With No Hope Of Escape Or Freedom

Only Slavery And Bondage

Death Is My Only Freedom And Hope,  And I Have Tried That Many Many Times

 

I Am Always In Mourning, But I Have No Tears To Cry

Tears Are A Sign Of Weakness And If You Showed Weakness You Would Die

I Cry Silent Unseen Tears In My Deep Sleeps, In My Safe And Hidden Worlds

 

I Have Only Ashes For Beauty

I Have No Joy, No Strength Except What I Get From Demons And Their Power

I Have A Spirit Of Heaviness Weighing Me Down

I Carry Guilt And Shame In Me Always

I Am Alone And No One Truly Loves Me Or Cares About Me

I Am Confused About Everything and Know Not The Way To Go Except Satan’s Way

The Road Of Darkness & Death

I Am Spiritually Oppressed By Demon Spirits 24/7

I Have Become A Wicked Oppressor Myself To Others

 

My Heart & Soul Are Pained, And The Terrors Of Death Are Upon Me

I Kill Others To Live,  I Obey To Live

I Become Whatever I Need To Be To Live And Escape The Pain And The Torture

I Only Want To Please The Great Dragon, The Mighty Serpent, Satan Himself

The Only Parents And Family I Know Are Satan And His Demons

Even My Children Are Just Demons To Me Until They Cry Out In Pain of Abuse And Torture

 

Horror Has Overwhelmed Me, I Run And Hide, I Escape The Best I Know How, The Only Way I Could

I Escape Into Other Created Worlds In My Heart & Soul

I Live In A Spiritual World Unseen, Hidden By The Eyes Of The People

I Live In The World, But They Do Not See The Real Me!

 

I Sing Songs To Tell Them About My World, About Me And They Do Not Hear From Silent Cries For Help

I Sing Songs Of Satan And The Life I Live, But They Do Not Hear Me Silently Crying Out To Someone, Anyone For Help

I Need Them to Hear Me, To Help Me To Escape To Real Freedom

But They Are Not Really Listening And They Do Not Hear My Silent Cries For Help

 

I Dress And Get Tattoos So Others Could and Would See Into My World, But They Don’t

They Just Mock Me And Turn Away From Me

I Can Not Talk To Them Or Call Out To Them For Help For I Will Be Punished, Maybe Even Die

 

I Cut Myself To Let The Pain Out, To Cry Out For Help

My But No One Truly Hears Me Crying

All They See is Blood And That I Have A Mental Health Disorder/Disease And I Am Emotionally Unstable And Need Medications & Treatment

 

I Can Not Let Them Even Suspect Who The Real Me Is

My System Of Many MUST BE PROTECTED At All Costs,  Death Will Be My Reward If I Talk!

Or Someone Else Will Die In My Place,  Another Will Be Raped, Beaten, Burned, Abused

Another Will Be Skinned Alive!

 

I Am A Spiritual Being/Creature Who Is A Spiritual Mess

Living In A Spiritual, Mental, Emotional and Physical Kingdom of Death & Darkness

Light Is My Enemy,  Love Is Not For Me And There Is No Hope For Me

I Am Living But Not Alive, Alive But Not Living

 

BUT ONE DAY A LIGHT CAME INTO MY DARKNESS!

And It Touched Me, Me A Frightened, Lonely And Unloved Spiritual Creature Of The Night

Had My Silent Cries Been Heard?  Had My Silent Tears Been Seen?

But What Is This Light, This Touch, This Voice Calling To Me In My Darkness?

Whose Voice is This?  I Don’t Know This One!

And Why AM I Being Drawn To It?

How Did The Voice Find Me In My Safe World I Am Hiding In?

Is This A Demon Deceiving Me?

Is It Someone Who Is Going To Hurt Me?

I Am Afraid To Open My Eyes And Look!

The Light, The Voice Is Getting Closer Now, And There Seems To Be Some Kind Of Light Coming From The Voice

I Am Afraid To Listen To What The Voice Is Saying,  I’ll Just Pretend To Be A Sleep And Maybe It Will Go Away And Let Me Be

But It Is Not Going Away!

I Can Feel Something I Have Never Felt Before And I Don’t Know What It Is

I Can Still Hear The Voice And There Is A Beautiful Light Coming Out Of The Words

The Voice Is Telling Me That It Has Been Sent To Me For My Silent Cries Had Been Heard And My Tearless Tears Had Been Seen

The Voice Was Telling Me, That Some One I Don’t Know Yet Who Loves Me So Very Much And Wants To Meet Me Had Sent It.  Meet Me?

Who Could That Be?  Don’t They Know How Evil Dirty and Wicked I Am?

Don’t They Know I Belong To The Dragon?

The Voice Coming Out Of The Light Said He Who Wanted To Meet Me Also Wanted Me To Be In His Family And Live In The Light With Him.

What, Live In The Light?  No Way, The Light Hurts Me, Is My Enemy!

The Voice Said The Light Would Not Hurt Me And That The Light Wanted To Cover Me In A Warm, Soft Blanket Of It’s Presence, It’s Glory of Agape Love.

A Blanket?  Cover Me?

What Are You Talking About Voice In The Light?

I Can’t Believe It,  I Am Talking To A Voice I Don’t Know In The Light.  There Is Something Wrong With Me.  I Am Going To Get In Trouble Now!

The Light Was Soft, So Far It Was Not Hurting Me In Anyway.  So Far, So Good!

I Hope Satan Doesn’t Find Out About This For I Will Be In Real Trouble For Sure.

The Voice In The Light Said That This Light Is Something Called

Agape Love.

Agape What I Said?  What Is Agape Love ?

Oh No, I Am Talking To A Voice I Don’t Know In The Light That Hurts Me And The Voice Is Talking Back To Me,  This Is Not Normal, Very Strange Indeed.  This Is Not Like My Normal Days At All. Yet, I Have Never Had Anything So Pleasant And Peaceful Come Into My Secret Hidden World Before.  How Did The Voice and This Light Find Me?   

As I Was Still  Pondering This Event, A Soft Blanket Thing Of This Light Came From The Voice And Covered Me Very  Gently And I Never Felt Such Peace.

IS THIS AGAPE LOVE?

Is This What LOVE Feels Like?

I Didn’t Really Know What It Was, But I Liked It and It Was Not Hurting Me!

The Voice Coming Out Of The Light Said That This Agape Love Is A Gift From Someone Who Loves Me Very Very Much

Some One Loves Me!

I Don’t Think So, For I Am TOO EVIL, TOO BAD, TOO DIRTY To Be Loved By Anyone!

 The Voice In The Light Said He Is A Loving And Gentle Father, Not Like Satan Or Any Earthly Father I Knew Or Had Known.

The Voice Said That It Had Been Sent To Me As A SPIRITUAL MOTHER/SHEPHERD

To Bring This Gift Of Agape Love To Me

Now Why Would I Deserve Such A Free Gift?

The Voice In The Light Is Gentle, Kind And The Words So Far Are Not Hurting Me And Causing Me To Be Afraid and Want To Run Away Into Even Deeper Hidden Worlds For Safety.

 

Am I Truly Found In This Deep Darkness?

Am I Being Loved?  Is This What Love Feels Like?

The Voice Was Touching Me In A Way I Have Never Experienced

I Am So Afraid To Let The Words Of The Voice Touch Me, My Heart For Words Are Always Hurtful, And Full Of Lies & Pain

But This Voice’s Words Are Soft, Tender, Kind And Are Full Of This Agape Love Stuff Too.  This Is Strange Light, This Love Thing!!

I Want To Believe, I Want To Be Touched By This Light, This Agape Love I Have Been Waiting For So Long.

Could This Light Be What I Have Been Waiting For, Crying For, Wanting?

I Am Going To Take A Chance On This Light, This Voice, This Agape Love Stuff!

So, I Stepped Out Of My Darkness And Into This Light Of Agape Love!

So, I Believed In My Heart/Soul That This Gift Of Agape Love In This Light Is Something I Wanted

I Opened Myself Up To Receive The Agape Love, This Light, This Voice In The Light

I Began To Believe That All These Things Are Real And They Had Come Just For Me, I Spiritually Allowed Agape Love To Touch My Heart

I Believed The Words Of The Gentle Voice In The Light And Took A Big Step And BELIEVED THAT I AM LOVED!

 

The Voice Told Me That This Heavenly Father And His Agape Love, His Light Could Set Me Spiritually Free Of The Darkness, From The Fear Of Death And From Satan And His Demons And The Matrix Of Control.

Now That Is Just Too Much For Me To Believe!!!!

But I Took A Big Chance And Allowed This Voice In The Light And The Gift Of Agape Love It Brought To Me, To Love Me Unconditionally.  

Someone Heard My Silent Cries For Help

Someone Saw My Tearless Tears

Someone Came To Help Me

SOMEONE LOVES ME!!!

 

A Gift Of Agape Love In Light Came To Me In My Darkness

A Voice In The Light Of A “Spiritual Mother/Shepherd” Spoke Words Of Light To Me That Didn’t Hurt My Heart And Mind

I Can’t Even Explain What The Rays Of This Light Feels Like

I Have Never Felt Anything Like It Before

Am I Going To Be Ok?  The Same?  Will Satan Know I Have Been Touched By A Different Light?  What Will The Demons Know?

The Voice In The Light Told Me That I Am Loved So Very Much And That Someone I Don’t Know Yet Died For Me So This Gift, This Light, This Agape Love Could Come To Me And Through It, I Can Be Spiritually Reconciled Back To His Father Who Sent These Gifts To Me, Right Here In The Darkness Of My World.

The Voice In The Light Kept Telling Me About This Father Who Sent These Gifts of His, The Light, Agape Love And The Voice

The Voice In The Light Kept Telling Me That This Father Through His Son’s Death On A Cross Had Already Spiritually Defeated Satan, Hell, Death and The Grave and The Demons Of The  Kingdom Of Darkness, Even Their Power Over And In Me Long, Long Ago.

I Said, Yea Right!!!

That I Did Not Believe!!!

I Knew Satan And His Demons, And They Are Powerful And There is No Power More Powerful Than Them And No One Who Could Stop Them, Defeat Them, Over Power Them

No Sir!  Nobody !

The Voice In The Light Told Me Of A Beautiful Place I Can Live In And Be Safe In Instead of The Created Worlds I Now Live In

A Garden Called Eden

A Garden Of This Heavenly Father

Where I Am In His Pleasure & Delight, And His Face Shines On me 24/7

No Darkness Ever!

Well That Really Sounded Good, But Not Too Sure Where It, This Garden Is, But The Voice In The Light Told Me Not To Worry.  The Garden Of Eden Will Always Be There For me From This Time On.

The Voice In The Light Said That I Can Now Live In This Garden Of Eden Now And Forever If I Wanted To And That This Father Would Always Be There For e And So Would His Son.

And In This Garden Was His Glory And Agape Love

This Garden Of Eden Would Be My Very Own City Of Refuge

I Will Be Safe There From Satan and His Demons

I Will Be Safe There From Satan And His Demons

Wow!  I Am Not Too Sure About All This

Light, Love, A Garden, A Loving Voice In The Light

Sure Sounds Almost Too Good To Be True!!!

The Voice In The Light Spoke Softly To Me, Gently 

The Words In The Light Are Kind And I Feel Safe With Them

The Words Of This Light Seemed So Different Than All The Words I Have Ever Heard

The Voice Told Me, This Agape Love Had The Power To Free and Heal Me

I Really Didn’t Believe This At All,  But I Kept Listening To The Voice In The Light!

 

The Voice In The Light Told Me That This Is All Possible Because Of The Death Of The Father’s Son Long Ago For Me

Some One Died For Me????

Yes, The Voice In The Light Said.

This Son Died So I Can Be Spiritually Free And Be Able To Spiritually Come Back To His Father’s Garden Of Eden, And I Can Receive The Free Gift Of Light And Agape Love

This Son of This Father Took My Place Because Of His Great Love For He Father And He Was Sent To The World To Die For Me And All Humans Because Of The Great Agape Love Of His Father For Me, For All Humans!

This Love Stuff Is Just Too Much For Me To Believe

But I Do Know About Innocent Ones Dying So Others Could Live!

 BThat I Knew About!!!

The Voice In The Light Said That This Sacrifice For Agape Love Made A Way For Me To Become New Again Spiritually And In My Broken & Fractured Heart, The Voice In The Light Called This Being Born Again/Redeemed/Restored/Saved

No Idea What The Voice In The Light Is Talking About!

But Somehow I Know That What The Voice In The Light Was Saying Is TRUE!’s

 

The Voice In The Light Said The Darkness Would Lift Out Of My Life And I Would Always Have This Light With Me From Now On.

ANow That Sounded Ok!

The Voice Said I Now Could Be  Translated Into The Father’s Kingdom Of Light & Agape Love And That I Would Have A New Family

This Heavenly Father, The Giver Of These Gifts And This Mother In The Light and Many Others Who Live In This Light And Agape Love

A Family Created By And Living In And With Agape Love & Li

The Voice In The Light Continued Talking To Me And Said That This Ancient Kingdom Of Light & Agape Love Had A Wonderful King Who Was The One Who Died For Me,  The Voice Said He Was My Older Brother!

 And That I Too Would Become A Great Majestic King/Ruler Of This Kingdom

This I Too Knew About Because In The World I Grew Up In I AM ROYALITY, A KING/QUEEN And I Have Many Subjects/Servants To Serve Me, They Are My Slaves To Do  With As I Please!

Yes, I Know About This!

 

The Voice Continued Talking To Me And Said That From This Day Forward, I Could Be A New Spiritual Creature/Creation, One That Had Existed  Before, A New Spiritual Being Created In And By Agape Love & This Light

A New Spiritual Person Full Of Agape Love & This Light Myself!

 

The Voice In The light Continued To Speak To Me And Said That I Would Not Be Alone In This New Life, But I Would Have A Helper, A Comforter, A Teacher, A Governor Of This Kingdom Of Light & Agape Love To Be With Me And Guide Me, Help Me Grow Up, To Help Me To Renew By Heart Back To The Ancient Truths And Knowledge Of This Eternal Kingdom.

This Guy, The Voice In The Light Said Is Called  THE HOLY SPIRIT Of The Heavenly Father Who Has Sent Me These Gifts of His, His Light &  Agape Love, And This Voice In The Light Speaking His Words Of Hope, Life & Love To Me.

Oh, No Not Another Spirit Coming Into Me!

I Am Not Sure About This,  Done This Before And It Hasn’t Turned Out Well For Me.

 

AThe Voice Coming Out Of The Light Started Taking On A Form

One That Seemed To Be Made Of The Light Itself

One That Looked Like, Like A Mother!!!

A Mother???

Well, I Haven’t Had Very Good Luck With These Before

All The Mothers I Know Are Mother’s Of Darkness Or Sister’s Of Light

NOT NICE AT ALL!!

Dark They Are, But This One Seemed So Different

The Light Seemed Different

There Seemed To Be This Agape Love Coming Out Of This Mother

 

The Light Felt Very Powerful

The Words seemed To Fill My Spirit & Heat With A Peace And This Agape Love

The Voice Of This Mother In The Light Lady Seemed To Draw Me Closer To The Light

And She Too Was Shinning With The Light

This Mother’s Words DO NOT HURT ME As Other Words Do!

 

The Voice Of This Mother Of The Light Told  Me I Could Be Re-Created A New Thing/Creature/Being So I Could Become One With This Father Who Sent All These Gifts To Me Through His Very Own Agape Love And Then I Could Truly Love Him In Spirit & Truth, Then I Would Be Able To Love Myself and Love Others As He Does

Love Sure Seems To Be For Everyone,  Now That Is New To Me

I Was Told That The Old Evil Me, And Boy Am I Evil

Could Pass Away And All Of The Kingdom Of Darkness, And All That Is Apart Of My Life From That Kingdom Would Be Put Into A Grave And Sealed Up And Never To Rise Up Again From The Grave!

Even All My Dark Side Others, Even All My Many Others

I Would Be Resurrected New, Cleansed, Not Evil In This Father’s Eyes Or Mine Anymore

And The Fear Of Death Would No Longer Hold Me Captive

 I Could Live In My Spirit & Soul With A Great And Beautiful Future Ahead Of Me

 

The Voice In The Light, This Mother Thing Told Me I Could Sit On The Right Hand Of This Heavenly Father Who Sent All These Gifts To Me This Day And This Place Where I Could Sit Was A Throne In The Heavenly  To Live Father’s Kingdom Of Light & Agape Love, A Throne Of Grace The Voice Called It.

Also The Voice In The Light Said I Would Be Able To Come Directly Into This Father’s Presence Boldly And In Peace Without Fear Of Death As His Child

 

The Voice In The Light Was Telling Me That This Father Would Help Me To Live In His Kingdom Of Light & Agape Love

For He Knows I Don’t Know How

He Would Teach Me More And More Of His Freedom And Healing

And I Would Be Taught More Of Who He Truly Says I Am Now,  Not Who I Was

 

Well, The Voice In The Light Asked Me If I Would Like To Be This Father’s Child, A Child Of The Light Through Agape Love

And Would I Like To Be Hers,  The Voice In The Light’s Child Also

Well, I Wasn’t Real Sure About This New Family, But Somehow I Knew That I Wanted Them And Needed Them

Wanted To Be A New Creature, One Who Was NOT DIRTY, Evil Or Unloved Anymore

So, I Opened Up My Heart/Soul and Opened This Gift Of Light And Agape Love From This Father And The Voice In The Light, This Mother Lady Of The Light

And All Of A Sudden, I FELT The Agape Love & Light Being Poured Out Into Me, My Heart & Soul

I Can’t Explain It, It FELT Like A Warm Soft Blanket Covering Me In A Peace With This Thing Called Agape Love

Rays Of Light Came Into My Spirit & Soul And There Was And Still Is NO PAIN OR FEAR OF THIS LOVE, In These Rays Of Light

I Felt Dark Things Leaving Me, Unknown Things And My Spirit & Soul Felt Less Afraid, Less Lonely, Less Dirty

I Feel Clean!  I Can’t Explain Any Of This But I Know I Am Different Now!

The Voice In The Light Said To Me, That I Have Been BORN-AGAIN, and This Father’s Holy Spirit Was Now Spiritually Living Inside Of My Spirit and Was Beginning To Shine Out The Father’s Rays Of Agape Love And It’s Soft Radiant Light Into My Spirit and Into My Soul.

I Had Now Become A TRUE ILLUMINATI!

I Was Becoming This Light Myself!

The Voice In The Light Told Me She Would Always Be Here For Me, To Help Me And The Holy Spirit To Mature Me In This New Life In The Light

The Voice Of This Mother In The Light Told Me She Is A SPIRITUAL SHEPHERD And Would Spiritually Watch Out For Me Until I Could Care And Protect Myself

The Voice In The Light Said She Would Spiritually Help Me 24/7 And Help Me So The Father’s Light & Agape Love Can Set Me More And More Free Of Satan’s Darkness And His Demon Spirits

Boy Was That Going To Be A War!

 

I Heard A Voice Inside Of My Spirit & Soul That I Had Never Heard Before

And It Told Me That This Mother/This Shepherd Was A Mighty Royal King & Priest Unto This Father Himself, A Mighty King And Warrior Of His Kingdom Of Agape Love & Light, The Kingdom Of Heaven

This Mother/Shepherd/King/Priest Was A Legal, Authorized And Deputized Ambassador Of This Kingdom Of Heaven And That I Could Trust Her And I Was To Listen To Her And She Was Here Spiritually On The Father’s Behalf.

Her Voice And The Light Of The Father Would Bring The Father’s Glory Blanket Until I Could Learn How To Bring It To Myself

Her Voice And The Light That She Brings Are Words Filled With The Father’s Words Of Truth, Life and Agape Love

I Am To Trust Her, For The Heavenly Father Completely Trusts Her

For The Heavenly Father And Her Are Completely One In Spirit, In Purpose And In Agape Love

There Is NO SEPARATION Between Them

 

New Family, New Holy Spirit, This Light, This Love, This Voice of A Mother In The Light IS JUST TOO MUCH For Me To Handle,

So I Am Going Back Into My Deep Sleep, 

But Now my Spirit & Soul Were At Peace

FEAR Seem Far Away From My Thoughts Now,  I Feel Safe And Covered In This Blanket Of Agape Love/Of Glory

I Feel Clean For The First Time,  I Looked And Saw I Had New Clothes On,  Beautiful Clothes Of This Light

I Now Know I Am Not Alone Anymore

I Now Had A Smile On My Face!

I Now Know That Something Called Joy, The Voice In The Light Told Me Had Come Into My Spirit & Soul And It Would Never Leave Me

Agape Love Was Filling Me Up And I Felt Alive For The First Time In My Life!!!!

 

I Felt Comforted Now,  I Know That Someone DOES LOVE ME

I Know I AM NOT DIRTY, EVIL, WICKED ANYMORE!!

I Know That I Will Be Different Now, Don’t Know What I Will Be But, It Is Going To Be Better Than

WHO I WAS!!!!

A Father Had Heard My Silent Cries

A Father Had Seen My Tearless Tears

A Father Had Sent A Voice In The Light

A Father Had Sent His Agape Love Into My Spiritual Darkness

A Father’s Agape Love & Light Came Into My Spirit & Soul

And This Light & Agape Love SET ME FREE!

 

 

I Was Enlarging My Spirit & Soul For The Human Spirits Called Man, The Lost Spiritual Children Of The Night, Living In The Kingdom of Darkness Who Were Spiritual Prisoners In Their Spirits, Souls and Physical Bodies And Held Captive By Their Spiritual Taskmasters, The Demonic Spirits of Satan.  Spiritual Prisoners Of The Fear Of Death, Spiritual Prisoners In Their Spirit & Soul And Living In A Matrix Of Control.  Running & Hiding The Best They Could Into Created Spiritual Worlds Just To Survive One More Day.  Spiritual Prisoners NEVER HEARING That A Way Of Escape Was Available.  Precious Spiritual Ones Hidden Deep, Deep In A Dark And Fierce Kingdom And Locked Behind Walled Fortresses Of The Fear Of Death For Generations After Generations.

 

My Spiritual Eyes Could See Them Now, My Spiritual Ears Could Hear Their Silent Cries And My Heart Had Enlarged To Love Them As The Heavenly Father Did, With His Agape Love.  I Now Understood, I Now Could See What Had Been Spiritually Hidden From Me, And I Now Knew The Great Purposes Of The Heavenly Father And His Agape Love Had And Desired.  I Now Knew What This Greatest Gift I Would Carry Into The Kingdom Of Darkness Was And Who I Was To Carry and Give To.  I Would Travel Deep Into The Spiritual Kingdom of Darkness To Reach Spiritual Hearts Hiding In Their Created Worlds Of Safety and Into Their Deep Sleeps/Trances With The Greatest Gift Of The Kingdom Of Heaven, AGAPE LOVE AND IT’S LIGHT.

 

The Words In His Book Of Life Had Become Light Unto Me.  His Words HAD BECOME SPIRIT & LIFE FOR ME!

IT WAS NOT THE PHYSICAL, BUT THE SPIRIT!!!!

I UNDERSTOOD!!!!

NOW CAME THE VISION!!!

The Harvest Is Truly Plenteous, But The Laborers Are Few,

Pray You Therefore ( To ) The Lord Of The Harvest,

That He Will Send Forth Laborers Into His Harvest

Matthew 9:37-38 

Authorized King James Version

 

In August 1998,  The Lord Most High God Gave Me A SPIRITUAL VISION Of Those Who King Jesus And His Father Spoke Of To Me From Matthew 25: 31-46.

I Still See The Spiritual Vision Today, Even After So Many Years And I Can Still Hear The Silent Cries Of The Hearts Of The Spiritual Children Of The Night, The Spiritually Least Of My Brethren.  Precious Human Spirits Trapped In Spiritual Flames And Darkness, Tortured In Their Spirits & Souls By The Fear Of Death, Living Yet Dead – Living In Trances/Deep Sleeps To Survive The Horror, Numb Yet Somehow Feeling, Programmed Mind -Controlled Slaves;  Lives Addicted To Drugs, Sexual abuse, Death And Demons.  Lives So Horrible That The Spirit & Soul CANNOT STAY AS ONE/WHOLE, but FINDS/CREATES Safe Places To Run And Hide In To Just Survive.

Precious Lives Lived In The Darkness Of The Night, Lives For Generations And Generations Held Spiritually, In Their Soul & Physical Body Captive, Prisoners Unseen And Unheard By Their Brethren.

 

The Spiritual Vision Is Always The Same

One Of Light And Dark

I Am Always Walking On A Lighted Narrow Path, A Very Small Narrow Path

In The Darkness, I Always See HANDS And ARMS Reaching Up

And

I Always HEAR The SILENT CRIES Of The HEARTS That Have Been Crying For So Very Long

I Am Here!

I Am Real!

I Am Alive!

Please Find Me, Please Help Me!

 I Want Out!

Please Someone Help Me!

I Am Down Here,  I Am Afraid, I Am Alone And Lonely, I Hurt And I Am In Pain

Can’t You Hear Me?

Can’t You See Me?

I Am Here, I Am Alive!

Please, Please Help Me!!!

 

I Cry Every Time This Spiritual Vision Comes To Me And I See And Hear THE SPIRITUALLY  LEAST of My SPIRITUAL BRETHREN, The Spiritual Children Of The Night In This Spiritual Place, The Kingdom Of Darkness.

I Always See So Many Hands And Arms Reaching Up.  I Can Never See the Faces, Just The Hands.  The Silent Cries From Their Hearts Are So Strong, So Loud And Never Ending.  The Pain In Their Cries Is So Horrible, The Fear Of Death Is So Strong And The Smell Of Satan’s Breath Is So Powerful And Full Of Dark Flames Of Fire That Never Stops Burning.  

There Are So Many,  So Many, Just So Many Hands ,

 

So Many Voices Of Fearful Hearts Crying/Screaming Silently! 

I Can Always Feel Satan’s Dark Fire As He Spiritually Tightens His Spiritual Grip Of Darkness And Fear On Them.  I Can See hands Being Pulled Down By Demonic Claws.

 

The Spiritual Vision ALWAYS FADES When I Break Down And Cry To The Lord Most High For Them And Plead With Him To Help Them Because They Are So Precious To Him, But Each And Every time He Says,  

I Am Sending You In My Name/Nature/Character And Authority & Power Of My Agape Love!

Even As I Am Writing This On The Website, Tears Come To My Eyes As My Heart Feels Their Pain And I See The Vision Of So many Hands, Just So Many Hearts Silently Crying In Silence.

Now Matter Where I Go, A Parking Lot, In My Car, In My House, At Church I Will See The Open Vision –  I See The Hands And Hear The Silent Cries.  The Silent Cries Are Over Whelming And There Are Just So Many Hands!

So Many Hands And The Silent Cries Are So Loud, Just So Loud

CAN’T YOU HEAR THEM???

CAN’T YOU SEE THEM???

BUT!!!!

Before I Could Be Sent To Help These Precious Human Spirits Trapped In The Kingdom Of Darkness,

The Most High God Asked Me,

HOW MUCH WAS THE SALVATION OF ONE SATANIST WORTH TO ME???

The Lord God Went On And Asked Me HOW IMPORTANT It Was To Me To PLEASE HIM???

Would I Allow My One And  Only Biological Child- My First Born Son – 

To Be Sacrificed Alive By Being Skinned Alive In Front Of Me In A Satanic Meeting 

TO SAVE JUST ONE SATANIST THERE???

Would I Allow MYSELF To Be CRUCIFIED ALIVE As His Son Was On A Cross At A Satanic Meeting TO SAVE JUST ONE SATANIST Who Was At The meeting To Bring Them The Agape Love Of God???

 

 

I Was Presented With An Abraham And Isaac Mountain Top Sacrifice Experience!!!

As Abraham Was Asked By God To Take His Only Promised Son, Isaac To The Place God Would Show Him And Sacrifice Him To The Lord Almighty As An Act Of Obedience

As Abraham, I Was FACED With Obedience To The Lord Almighty Or The Earthly Life Of My Only Son’s Life

Would I And Could I Bring Down The Knife To Slay My Son On An Altar

 Could I Bring Down The Knife On My Only Biological Son As Abraham Did

Would I Choose To Obey The Voice Of The Lord Almighty To  Show My Obedience And Love For Him Above All That I Loved Even Above The Love Of My Only Son’s Earthly Life???

Would I Choose To Prove My Words Of Loving God Almighty MORE THAN ANYONE Else???

Did I Love The Precious Human Spirits In The Darkness Of Multi-Generational Satanism As Much As I Said I Did??

Did I Freely Choose To Do The Will Of The King Of The Universe, The King Of The Kingdom of Heaven And The Earth??

Did I Truly Want Satan’s Spiritual Prisoners Set Free??

Would I Go The Distance My Self To A Cross And Die As Christ Jesus Did For The Love Of His Heavenly Father And The Father’s Heart’s Desires Of Reconciliation Between The Father and All Human Spirits??

Would I Give All I Had And Loved To Bring The Agape Love Of The Heavenly Father To Just One Of Those In The Satanic Meeting Of Satanists?

Would I Value And Desire The Heavenly Father’s To Have Human Spirits Redeemed Unto Him As His Children More Than My Own Desires To Have Children??

AND WHAT WAS MY ANSWER TO THE MOST HIGH GOD, THE HEAVENLY FATHER???

YES!!!!

I Would Take My Only Biological Son To The Mountain Top And Raise The Knife To Sacrifice Him As A Love Offering To My King And Almighty God

YES

I Would Raise The Knife Myself And Bring It Down Into My Son And Slay Him

YES

In My Spirit & Soul I Went The Distance Just As Did Abraham Did So Long Ago

And It Came To Pass After These Things, That God DID TEMPT Abraham, And said Unto Him,

Abraham:

And Abraham Said,  Behold, Here I Am,

And God Said,

Take Now Your Son, Your Only Son Isaac, Whom You Love, And Get You Into The Land Of Moriah;

And Offer Him There For A Burnt Offering Upon One Of The Mountains, Which I Will Tell You Of.

 

And Abraham Rose Up Early In The Morning, And Saddled His Ass/Donkey

And Took Two Of His Young Men With Him, 

And Isaac, His Son,

And Clave/Took The Wood For The Burnt Offering And Rose Up, And Went Unto The Place Which God Told Him

Then On The Third Day, Abraham Lifted Up His Eyes, And Saw The Place Afar Off,

And Abraham Said Unto His Young Men, Abide/Stay You Here With The Ass/Donkey;

And I And The Lad Will Go Yonder And Worship, And Come Again To You.

 

And Abraham Took The Wood Of The Burnt Offering, And Laid it Upon Isaac His Son,

And He Took The Fire In His Hand, And A Knife, And They Went Both Of Them Together

And Isaac Spoke Unto Abraham His Father, And Said

My Father, And Abraham Said, Here Am I My Son

And Abraham Said,  

My Son, God Will Provide Himself A Lamb For A Burnt Offering:

So They Went Both Of Them Together.

 

And They Came To The Place Which God Had Told Him Of;  And Abraham Built An Altar There,

And Laid The Wood In Order, And BOUND ISAAC His Son, And Laid Him On The Altar Upon The Wood.

And Abraham Stretched Forth His Hand, And Took The Knife To Slay His Son

And The Angel Of The Lord Called Unto Him Out Of Heaven, And Said,

Abraham, Abraham

And He Said,  Here Am I,

And The Angel Said,

Lay Not Your Hand Upon The Lad, Neither Do You Anything Unto Him;

FOR NOW I KNOW THAT YOU FEAREST/LOVE/RESPECT/HONOR GOD,

SEEING YOU HAVE NOT WITH HELD YOUR SON, YOUR ONLY SON FROM ME!And Abraham Lifted Up His Eyes, And Looked, And Behold Behind Him Was A Ram Caught In A Thicket By His Horns,

And Abraham Went And Took The Ram, And Offered Him Up For A Burnt Offering Instead Of His Son, Isaac

 

And Abraham Called The Name of That Place, Jehovah Jirah, As It Is Said To This Day – In The Mount Of The Lord, It Shall Be Seen

And The Angel Of The Lord Called Abraham Out Of Heaven The Second Time, And Said

 

For Because You Have Done This Thing, And Have Not Withheld Your Son, Your Only Son,

That In Blessing, I Will Bless You, And In Multiplying, I Will Multiply Your Seed As The Stars Of The Heaven,

And As The Sand Which Is Upon The Seashore;  And Your Seed Shall Posses The Gate Of His Enemies

And In Your Seed Shall All The Nations Of The Earth Be Blessed;  Because YOU HAVE OBEYED MY VOICE.

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YES LORD!

I Love The SALVATION Of Just ONE SATANIST More Than I Love The Earthly Life Of My Only Biological Son!

YES LORD!

I Love YOU More Than My Own Life And My Only Son’s!

YES LORD!

I Freely Choose To Sacrifice Myself On A Cross And My Son To SAVE JUST ONE SATANIST!

YES LORD!

Your PURPOSES Are MORE IMPORTANT To Me THAN MY OWN!

YES LORD!

It Is More Important To Me That YOU HAVE SPIRITUAL CHILDREN OUT OF THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS Than For Me To Live Or Have My Own Biological Child!

YES LORD!

I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH!!!!!

 

Then I Had To Tell My Son That I HAD CHOSEN THE SALVATION OF ONE SATANIST Over His Earthly Life.  I Had To Tell My Only Son, My First Born Son That I Would Let Him Be Skinned Alive In Front Of Me In A Satanic Meeting In Order That Just One Of Those Satanist At The Meeting Would Be Saved By The Agape Love Of Christ Jesus And His Heavenly Father And Be Born Again And That I Would Allow Myself To Be Crucified On A Cross In Front Of Him In A Satanic Meeting TO SAVE JUST ONE OF THEM WAS SO HARD.

 

I Knew My Son Of Only 12 Years Of Age Was Saved, Born Again By The Holy Spirit Of Christ Jesus And Baptized In The Holy Spirit And Would Go And Be With The Lord Jesus Christ Upon His Earthly Death, But To Tell Your ONLY SON, Born Of Your Body, Your Own Biological Son Of 12 Years Of Age That You, His Mother, LOVED THE LORD MOST HIGH GOD MORE THAN HIM AND THAT I CARED MORE ABOUT THE SALVATION OF JUST ONE SATANIST MORE THAN HIS EARTHLY LIFE OR MINE Was So Hard.  What Did My Son Say To All This, IT IS OK MOM 

Tears Flow Even Now At The Great Agape Love Of God The Most High For All Of Us!

I HAD CHOSEN To Allow God The Most High To HAVE EVERYTHING!  I HAD CHOSEN TO BE EMOTIOANLLY UNATTACHED TO EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE In This Earthly World, Including Myself IN ORDER TO PLEASE THE MOST HIGH GOD And To SPIRITUALLY ACCOMPLISH His SPIRITUAL PURPOSES Of His Heart On Earth As It Is In Heaven.

You See, I Had To Go Through The Abraham And Isaac Mountain Top Sacrifice Experience And IT WAS SPIRITUALLY, EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY AS REAL As Abraham’s Was So Many Years Ago With His Own Son, Isaac.  I  HAD TO BE TESTED AND TRIED IN MY LOVE AND OBEDIENCE To The Voice And Purposes Of THE GIVER OF THE AGAPE LOVE I WAS TO CARRY AND BE AN AMBASSADOR OF TO THE CHILDREN OF THE DARKNESS, THE CHILDREN OF THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS.

 

The Spiritual Experience Of Deciding To Bring The Sacrifice Knife Down On My Only Son To Slay Him WAS THE SAME AS ABRAHAM’S.   I Had to Be WILLING TO GO ALL THE WAY IN MY SPIRIT & SOUL Before I Could BE ANOINTED AND THEN SPIRITUALLY SENT Into The Deepest Levels Of The Kingdom Of Darkness Spiritually, Supernaturally And In The Natural To Reach The Hands Of The LEAST OF CHRIST JESUS’S SPIRITUAL BRETHREN, The Lost Spiritual Children Of The Night, The Children Of The DARK FIRE Who Had Been Crying Silently In Their Hearts & Souls Even While They were In Deep Sleeps And Trances For Generations After Generations.

Everything Important To Me HAD TO DIE BY MY OWN CHOICE IN MY SPIRIT, HEART AND MIND!

NOTHING Could Remain MORE IMPORTANT to Me THAN OBEDIENCE To The Most High God And His Voice, To His Heart’s Purposes And To Agape Love.

EVERYTHING IN ME HAD TO LOVE THE MOST HIGH GOD, MY LORD, MY HEAVENLY FATHER MORE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYBODY!!!

EVERYTHIING In Me HAD TO LOVE AS HE DID The Spiritual Children Of The Night

NOTHING COULD REMAIN IN ME ALIVE And NO ONE Could SO THAT I Would Have NOTHING In Me To Hinder Me From Doing THE SPIRITUAL WILL/PURPOSE OF The Very Heart Of God, The Most High In Bringing The Greatest Gift Ever, And Ancient And Eternal Gift, Agape Love And It’s Fullness Of Freedom To The Spiritual CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT, THE SPIRITUAL CHILDREN OF THE DARK FIRE, THE SPIRIUTAL CHILDREN LOST TO THE HEAVENLY FATHER-THE SPIRITUALLY LEAST OF CHRIST JESUS BRETHREN, SPIRIUTAL CHILDREN TRAPPED IN THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS.

Everything I Cared About Had To Be Given Up/Killed/Crucified/Slayed So There Would Be No One Or Anything for Satan To Threaten Me With, To Kill In My Life To Steal From me, To Destroy In My Life

MY HEART HAD TO BE TRIED WITH AN ANCIENT FIRE OF OBEIDANCE AND AGAPE LOVE AND TESTED TO SEE IF IT AND I COULD GO THE DISTANCE TO A CROSS AS ANOTHER WOULD AND DID FOR ME, AND

I PASSED THE TESTS!!

Even To This Day, The SALVATION of Just One Spiritual Child Trapped In The Prison Of The Kingdom Of Darkness, Hidden In The Spiritual World Of Satanism, The Occult, The Sex Industry, Witchcraft, Religious Cults, Heavy Metal Music, Rap, Pornography, Vampirism, Any Kind Of Abuse, Mental Health Disorders, Those With Multi-Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorders, Those In And of The LGBT Community, And All The Controls Of The Matrix Of The Kingdom Of Darkness IS MORE IMPORTANT To me Than ANYONE OR ANYTHING!!!

NOTHING Means More To Me Than To PLEASE The Most High God By LOVING Him More THAN ANYTHING OR ANYONE And By Giving MY ALL To SAVE JUST ONE Precious Child Of The Night Who Has Been Crying Silently For So Long.

To This Day, I Remember The Day I Was Asked If I Would Sacrifice My Only Biological Son of 12 Years of Age For The SALVATION OF JUST ONE SATANIST.  I Remember My IMMEDIATE CHOICE So The Most High God Could SPIRITUALLY DEVASTE The Kingdom Of Darkness.  I Remember The Day That I SPIRITUALLY ENTERED Into My SPIRITUAL CALLING, Into a SPIRITUAL MINISTRY Full Time, Into The Spiritual Fullness of The SUPERNATURAL POWER Of God The Most High So That His Great Agape Love That Was Spiritually Poured Out From And On A Cross Long Ago Would Come To Be Known To Those In The Matrix of The Kingdom Of Darkness And A Heavenly Father Would Be Spiritually Glorified On Earth As He Is In Heaven.  I Was Going To Be Trusted With Great Power And My Faith Would Have To Grow To One Of No Limits, No Boundaries In Order To Spiritually Reach Down Into Great Darkness With Agape Love and Set Spiritual  Captives Free With The Power Of Agape Love.

 

Then, I Was Spiritually Brought Into The Throne Room Of God The Most High And Christ Jesus Came And Laid His Glorified Hands On Me, The Spiritual Me And Anointed Me With Power, With A Fullness Of Agape Love, And Blessed Me To Spiritually Fulfill The Spiritual Purposes Of The Heart Of The Heavenly Father.

THEN I BEGAN!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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