A Heart Of Life

A Heart Of Life 

 

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Today’s Story Is Called

A HEART OF LIFE!

Today We Are Going To Hear About A HEART

And

If It Was READY To STEP OUT OF HIS CLOSET OF JUST BEING ONE.

FOR ONE HAD BECOME A VERY LONELY NUMBER!

And

This Heart Needed To EVOLVE

BECOME MORE THAN WHAT IT WAS

And It Could Only Do That If It Stepped Out Of The Closet Of His Own Thoughts

And

Bring Himself Out Of His Closet Of Himself!

So, This Heart Had To Take A Very Close Look At Itself

And Answer Many Questions It Needed To Ask Before It Stepped Out Of It’s Lonely Closet Of Being Just One.

The Heart That Was Full Of Life,

But Could It TAKE OTHERS OVER A RAINBOW 

And

Into A Realm Of Beauty Beyond All One Could Imagine?

Could This Heart CREATE A Living Garden Where His Very Living Presence Would Live With His Creatures Of His Heart,

His Garden Of Eden, A Garden Of His Agape Love & Life?

Could His Heart Live With ETERNITY As A Fixed Point IN His Heart To Keep His Eyes On At All Times

And 

Yet Live

In The Present With His Creations Even When The Present Was To Be A Time Of Great Darkness?

Could His Heart Slowly REVEAL Itself Out Into The Vastness Of Nothingness With The Rays Of Shimmering Radiant Colors Of Life & Agape Love?

Was His Heart Of Life That Was Overflowing In Agape Love Be Radiated Out Through The Gemstones Of His Thoughts Of Beauty, His Jewels Of Imagaination, His Light Radiating Through Each Stone Of Life And It’s Beauty And Glory?

Could His Heart Overflow And Fill All Creation Be In All And Cover All With It’s Glory?

The One Was Asking His Own Heart These Questions Of Itself, His Own Nature?

 

Could His Heart Be The Gardener Out In The Vastness Of Nothingness?

Was His Heart’s Desires STRONG ENOUGH, DETERMINED ENOUGH, DISCIPLINED ENOUGH, 

To Prepare The Vastness Of Nothingness To Be A Garden Of Life, A Reflection Of His Imaginations

And

Ready For His Living Creations And It’s Creatures To Come Forth Out Of His Womb Of Life, His Own Thoughts, His Own Imaginations?

Was His Heart Ready To Be A

Father And Mother 

To All Of Creation, To All Of Creation’s Creatures

To All His Children He Would Have To Birth Twice,

Redeem Again Back To His Own Family

To Raise, Nuture, To Protect, Comfort, To Love Without Conditions

To Love Them, Even Want Them Home, Back To Myself

Even During The Long Years Of Their Absence From His Family, His House, His Kingdom?

Was His Heart Ready For The Great Sadness That Was To Come When His Children Left Him For Another, Loved Another Instead Of Him, Worship And Called On Others For Help Besides Him, Living In Ignorance Of Him,

Was His Heart Ready For This Pain, Rejection, Abandonment, Hatred, Silence Due To Ignorance Of The Darkness?

Could His Heart Withstand The Long Years Of Tears And Sorrow That His Creations Would Endure Without Him?

Would He Still Be Able To Hear Their Silent Cries Of The Hearts Dead To Him, Frozen In Fear, Filled With Hate And Sin

Fragmented Into Many To Survive In Their Spiritual Captivity In Slavery Because Of Their First Forefather’s Rebellion To Laws Of Agape Love?

Did His Heart’s Imaginations  Have Enough Creativity Of Life To Create The Worlds He Desired To Create?

Did He Have The Unlimited Imaginations For Creating

Valleys, And Dales

Stars And Moons

Mountains And Seas

Green Pastures Of Lilies Of The Field 

Living, Singing Flowers And Ferns

Trees With Leaves Of Healing For The Nations

Rivers And Streams Of Living Water, Ever Flowing, Unending

Wells Of Living Water, Deep Unto The Depths Of Life Itself

Lights To Guide And Give Life

Living Creatures That Are Beyond Description

Beings Of All Kinds, For Service To All 

Then, The Crown Of All Creation, Children!

 

Did His Heart Contain An Overflow Of

Rejoicing & Dancing

Praise & Worship

Singing & The Music To Sing To

Words Of Love and Peace

That Would Last, Hold Over The Long Years Of His Loneliness And Separation From So Much Of His Own Creations?

Did His Heart Overflow, Have Without Measure, Be Limitless In Whatever Would Be Needed For The Long Ages To Come For Him, In Every Situation, And For His Eternal Purposes?

Could His Heart ENLARGE Itself To HAVE THE FAITH AND LOVE FOR ALL HIS CREATION TO SEE AND BELIEVE IN, For All Of Life To Observe And Then Practice For Themselves Even When They Would REJECT HIM, LEAVE HIM FOR ANOTHER, ABANDON HIM And FOLLOW AFTER ANOTHER?

Did His Heart HAVE ENOUGH FAITH For His Children Even When They WOULD TRAVEL INTO Lands Of Darkness, Terror, The Fear Of Death, Pain, Sorrow and Spiritual Slavery?

He Asked His Own Heart, Himself

Did His Heart Really Desire To Go Through The Pains Of Birth

For All Of Life, For All Of Creation

Could He

PUSH OUT OF HIMSELF ALL LIFE

That He Had Created Within Himself,

That He Had Nurtured, Developed From His Imaginations

And

Now Could He Birth

That Which Has Been Apart Of Himself Since His Beginning?

Could His Heart Give His Thoughts, His Own Imaginations

LIFE THROUGH BIRTH?

 

Could His Heart Go Through The Act Of

Creating, Then Planting

The Gardening,The Nurturing Of His Creations, His Children

The Weeding Out, The Pruning Of

Then

Could His Heart Withstand The Pain And Sorrow Of Watching 

His Beloved Family And Other Creations Go Into Great Darkness

And

Become Of A Different Nature Than His?

 

Could His Heart Take The Pain And Sadness Of Watching Rebellion Come Into Many Of His Own Creations Because Of Their Great Beauty That Was Given To Them By Their Creator?

Could His Heart HOLD IT’S ANGER Over The REBELLION Of So Much Of His Own Creations,

Turning Against Him And Leading His Own Family Away From Him Through Deception?

Could His Heart Hold Itself Together

Or Would It Be Fractured Into Many To Survive The Pain Of The Rejection And The Loneliness?

Would He Have To Put His Anger,

His Memories Of Pain In A Deep Place Covered By A Sea Of Forgetfulness?

Did His Heart Have Ways To Still Talk,

Communicate With And Love All His Creations Even When They Were Slaves In Darkness

And

Would Forget Him And Then Serve And Worship Others Instead Of Him?

 

Was His Heart Strong Enough

To Bear The Pains Of The Long Years Of Separation, Loneliness From His Family?

Were His Parenting Skills, His Knowledge Of Children Good Enough?

Would He Blame Himself For His Creations Fall From Their High Place Of Glory?

Could He Stand The Lies Of His Parenting Choice To 

GIVE ALL HIS CHILDREN AND ALL CREATURES 

A FREE WILL TO CHOOSE

To Love Him Freely Instead Of Forcing All Of Creation And It’s Creatures

To Be FORCED AGAINST THEIR WILL TO LOVE AND OBEY HIM, 

THEIR CREATOR, THEIR GOD, THEIR SOURCE OF LIFE/FATHER & MOTHER?

Could His Heart WITHSTAND The Long Years And Years Of Being REPLACED BY ANOTHER, BY CREATION ITSELF, BY THIER OWN SELF AS THEIR GOD, THEIR CREATOR AND THEIR SOURCE?

Was His Heart Strong Enough To Fight The Battles That Would Lay Ahead For Him?

Could He And His Own Heart Pay

THE ULTIMATE PRICE

To Redeem His Love Of His Heart, His Children?

Could His Heart PAY THE PRICE OWED His Own Laws Of Justice Demanded For Rebellion?

Did His Heart LOVE THEM THAT MUCH That He WOULD GIVE ALL HE HAD, HIMSELF For Them?

Was His Heart Really READY For What Laid Ahead When His Foreknowledge Revealed To Him Of What Was To Come?

So,

The One

Looked Deep Into The Depths Of His Own Heart To Answer These Questions That He Needed To Answer Before He Even Took 

ONE STEP OUT OF THE CLOSET OF HIMSELF,

OUT FROM BEING JUST ONE

And Out Into The Vastness Of Nothingness.

HE TOOK A FEW MOMENTS,

HE COUNTED THE COSTS TO HIS HEART

HE LOOKED AT HIS STRENGTHS,

HIS ABILITIES!

He Looked Over His Purposes For Himself,

His Heart’s Desires

Did He HAVE WHAT IT WAS GOING TO TAKE?

Did He Have All The Endless Resources He Would Need?

Was His Power Powerful Enough?

Was His Heart Strong Enough?

Was His Heart Resolved/Determined Enough?

Would His Heart Bend When It Needed To, Forgive, Repent From His Anger, Offer Mercy And Compassion To The Very Ones Who Would Hurt Him So Deeply?

Was His Heart Full Enough Of Agape Love To Go The Distance, To Eternity, The Omega?

Could His Heart Of Agape Love Bring About His Victories That Would Be Needed

And

Fulfill It’s Desire Of Never Being ONE AGAIN For He Knew That

ONE WAS A LONELY NUMBER!

He Searched His Heart, Over And Over

He Looked In Every Corner To See If It Was Ready,

To Find His Answers He Needed

He Took The Time To Look And See!

Now,

The One Says To All Of You Who Are Listening To This Story Of His,

Will You Do AS He Did?

Will You Search Your Own Heart Of Yourself?

To See If Coming Out Of The Closest Of Yourself, Of Being Just One

And See If You Too Desire To 

EVOLVE INTO A NEW LIFE FORM

For All Of Creation To See And Meet?

 

Will You Look Deep Into Your Own Heart And See If The Journey Out Of Being Just One

Would Be Worth All What May Lay Ahead For You,

THE BAD, THE TIMES OF FEAR, THE PAINS OF DISCOVERY, THE SORROWS OF SAYING GOODBY TO THE OLD YOU?

But At The End, The Victory That The One, The Creator Himself Too Fought For And Through

AGAPE LOVE

And Found The Joy That Was Unimaginable

And A Fullness Of Love That Would Fill And Overflow His Heart That Had Been Empty For Too Long,

A HEART THAT NEEDED AND WANTED TO LOVE, TO BE LOVED And To Give Love Freely To All

A Love That Would Complete Him, Fulfill Him, Evolve Him

FROM BEING ONE, TO BE IN A FAMILY, HAVING A FAMILY!

If You Too Look And See, And Say YES Coming Out Of The Closet Of Being Just One 

IS WORTH THE BATTLES, THE EFFORTS, THE LONG ROAD AHEAD

HE WILL HELP YOU AS HE HELP HIMSELF OUT OF HIS CLOSET OF BEING JUST ONE, 

He Will Help you To Fly Over The Rainbow, Live In It’s Glorious Colors Of Glory and Agape Love

He Will Help You To Find His Secret Hidden Entrance To His Garden Of Eden 

To Meet Wilber And All The Creatures Of The Garden,

To Open The TREASURE CHEST Of His Riches Of His Agape Love And Glory.

He Will Help You Find Him Even In The Darkness Of Your Dreams

He Will Leave The Lights On For You To See Your Way Even In The Darkness

He Will Light The Path With His Light, His Lamp Of Agape Love And Truth For You To See The Way To Walk

For He Too Had To Have Light/Revelations/Courage/Understanding For His Feet To Follow

And That Will Be What The Next Story Time Is About

THE LIGHT HE USED TO LIGHT TO EVOLVE, TO STEP OUT, TO BECOME

His Light That He Followed

The Light He Lit For His Own Path To Step Out Onto, Out Into The A New Life Form He Was To Become

The Light That Went Ahead Of His Feet So He Would Not Stumble As He Stepped Out Into The Unknown,

Out Of His Comfortable Life Of Being Just One, Alone In His Closet Of Himself

The Light He Will Use

To Find You In The Matrix Of The Darkness

Of The Closet Of Being Just One

So He Asks You These Questions

Do You Have A Heart For Life?

For His Agape Love?

Could You Join With Him And Make The Journey Together?

A Journey Of Change, Evolving Into A New Life Form, A New Life

Would You Join With Him On His Road Of Agape Love & It’s Light Of Life?

 

And That Ends Story Time For This Time.

See Everyone Next Time For Another Story Time In The Garden With Pastor Deborah

Love Always And Forever

Pastor Deborah