This story involves the story about sacrificing my only biological son as Abraham was asked by God about His only biological son with Sarah, Isaac in obedience to God. JAN, the Name and Identity of who I was at this time was asked if I loved God as much as I said I did and did I love one Satanist as much as I said and prayed I did. Read about this story again in Volume One entitled, So, Many Hands, Just So Many Hands. I of course immediately answered YES I would sacrifice myself and my only biological son to The Lord in obedience to His Request in a Satanic meeting to save just one of His Precious lost spiritual ones in the Kingdom of Darkness to Him. So, just like Abraham did, I spiritually in my heart and soul brought down the knife and killed my son of just 12 years of age. I had spiritually, emotionally and in my soul gave myself and my son as love offerings to God. So, now in my own heart and soul I and my only son of 12 years of age were sacrificed as an love offerings to God in obedience to Him.
Now years later, as my earthly father was failing in health for he was 90 years old and had just fallen and broken his neck I had to become his Legal Power of Attorney because he could no longer manage his financial affairs, so I had to step in. Of course, spiritually I knew that both God and Satan were watching me to see how I handled my father’s money because he had almost a million dollars and two houses. Both were watching, but not saying one word to me during this time to manage his financial affairs. They were watching to see if I would handle them correctly out of Agape Love and care and with righteousness or did I steal his money out of lust and greed. So, I managed all his affairs correctly and even gave all the money out of lust and greed. So, I managed all his affairs correctly and even gave all them money he left me and the house to my son. I kept nothing for myself. I made sure his son/Jan’s brother got all that my father’s will stated he was to get. I did it all in Righteousness and Holiness and there was no open door to Satan through greed or selfishness or lust or coveting.
As I started on this new journey for me, I had to present to all of my father’s insurances, banks, assistant living centers, medical doctors, military retirement departments, funeral home, Hospice, social security, all my official documents for being his Legal Power of Attorney for his financial matters. So, I had to send copies of my driver’s license, military I.D. Card, copy of his Power Of Attorney he gave me, and my official legal name was DEBORAH JAN SCHLEICH, NOT JAN!!
The Most High God told me at this time, 2007 I was In a SPIRTUAL IDENTITY TRANSITION TO BECOME DEBORAH.
This Spiritual TRANSITION took 2 years and a lot of hard work on my part. For I didn’t know who I was as DEBORAH, I ONLY KNEW MYSELF as JAN for that was the Name I chose for myself many years ago in elementary school, the 5th grade to be exact.
You see, when I was very young, my family called me DEB, or DEBBIE, but never DEBORAH or JAN.
But the Lord was directing my path even through my earthly parents and my earthly entrance into this planet, called earth.
My earthly mother’s first Name was SARAH ( meaning princess ) and my father’s first Name was JOSPEH ( meaning Savior/Future of ) and I came to earth of the Spiritual Mountain, The Authority & Dominion of Fire in Heaven and into the dirt body from an egg of SARAH – PRINCESS and the sperm of JOSPEH – THE SAVIOR that formed the outer covering of dirt for me, the spiritual being. Also apart of the ministry I and The Lord were to be doing was to be a spiritual Freedom Fighter/Protector/Shepherd/Mother/King, so I cam into the earth, born of parents who were serving the Fight For Freedom from slavery and bondage by being ion the service and life of a military soldier’s family. The Air Force to be exact.
My earthly father was An Air Force Officer and I lived on Military Bases all my early years of life and we were moved to many different cities and countries around the world and thus I never became apart of the outside world/the local communities or nations I lived in. No, I remained distance from the ways of the world as a Shepherd is not a sheep, but remains on duty out in the field with them, watching over them, protecting them from the lions and bears and wolves who would try to capture them to eat them, as a Shepherd I was not apart of normal life as others were, but remained in the distance to protect another’s sheep/Usually the shepherd’s father’s sheep and the shepherd would be alone except for a few other shepherds who stood guard and watch over the precious sheep.
Trained warriors to protect, trained leaders to lead and guide the sheep to safe pastures and quiet streams for food and drink, trained in the lives of the sheep and their nature, trained in the enemies of sheep – the lions, the bears, the wolves, the wilderness and how they stalked the sheep, trained in the ways of the night creatures and able to see at night when the enemies of the sheep would come to kidnap the precious sheep for food, trained in the ways of sheep and their needs, trained to be alone and on call as a shepherd 24/7.
I grew up with people from other nations from all around the world – all desiring to be FREEDOM FIGHTERS for their government and sustain Freedom Through Military Power, Authority Wisdom, Knowledge and Force of Strength For Righteousness and Freedom From Oppression and Tyranny by others. All my life, I was around people and families who were sacrificing a normal life as a civilian in a local community for Freedom and whose loved ones may be killed defending the Freedom for others even in other nations/countries. I was apart of those who were willingly to sacrifice themselves and their families and a normal life as others for THE FREEDOM OF OTHERS. This manner of LIFE and DEDICATION was SPIRITUALLY FOUNDATIONAL in my early life and shaping and training me for the ministry I would have years later. The ministry I had no knowledge of was TO BE A SOLIDER, A FREEDOM FIGHTER TO SET SPIRIUTAL CAPTIVIES FREE THROUGH AGAPE LOVE.
The stage was set, The Most High God’s spiritual plans were in place for He even told me that I was like Jeremiah, One of His Old Testament Prophets when God told him in
Jeremiah 1 : 4 -19
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Verse 4 Then the Word of The Lord came unto me/Jeremiah/DEBORAH, saying
Verse 5 Before I formed you in the belly ( and surrounded you with a dirt body for you spirit being to inhabit/your earthly covering ) I knew you: ( For I designed the original design I had for you, the spiritual functions, and form ): and before you cam forth out of the womb ( of Sarah, your earthly mother who you came through to the planet called earth ), I sanctified/set you apart unto Me and Me Alone/I decreed and decided your spiritual and earthly purpose for you on earth and for me in the Kingdom of Heave/ and I have spiritually ORDAINED ( officially spiritually recognized you as My Kingdom of Heaven Priest Unto Me and A King, A Ruler/A Freedom Fighter ) a Prophet/One who speaks My Words to others for Me unto the nations/people
Verse 6, Then said I, Jeremiah/Deborah Ah, Lord God! Behold, I cannot speak: for I am a child
Verse 7 But The Lord said unto me/Jeremiah/Deborah, say not, I am a child: for you shall go to all that I send you physically and spiritually and whatsoever I command you, you shall speak
Matthew 28: 19 – 20
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Verse 19 And Jesus came and spoke unto them/His disciples and said,
All POWER is given unto Me in Heaven and in earth,
Verse 20 Go you/Pastor Deborah therefore and TEACH all nations/people, baptizing/fully immersing them into the Knowledge of the Name/Nature/Character/Essences/Likeness/Image/Attributes/Qualities/Identity of The Father ( The Source of All Things ) and of The Son/The Words of The Father/The Father’s Own Thoughts and Heart/The Very Son/Image and Likeness of The Father Himself and then of The Holy Ghost/Spirit/The Governor of The Kingdom of Heaven/The Very Oil Of Anointing/The Very Light Of Knowledge/The Very Power Source of The Most High God that desires to Dwell/live in the very deep spiritual heart of humanity to help them spiritually OBSERVE/To Do/Obey all THINGS whatsoever I ( The Father through My Son/My Words Made Flesh ) command you.
LOVE GOD FIRST, AND HAVE NO OTHER GODS/HIGHER POWERS/SOURCES OF LIFE, WISDOM, HEALING, KNOWLEDGE, LIGHT, PROTECTION, Before You/That You Acknowledge as Me, & DO NOT WORSHIP AND SERVE THEM!
To Love Your Neighbor As I Have Loved You, As One Who Is Willing To Die/Sacrifice Myself for The Sins of Others, You Love That Way Your Neighbors.
Your Love Must Be As Mine,
To Be Willing To Pay The Ultimate Price For The Sins Of Others
To Pay The Price For Justice and Satisfy The Law of Judgment That Others/Your Neighbors Owe To The King of The Universe as I Have Done For You.
So You Go and Do The Same,
Love The Same Way I Did and Still Do
so Your Neighbors Can Be Set Free of Slavery To Sin and Death/Spiritual Separation From Me/A Loving Father
To Be Re-Born as you have been so you and then your neighbors can become my Spiritual Children and Family and Friends.
and lo, I ( The Word of God Now ) am with you always, even unto the end of the World. Amen.
John 13 : 34 – 35
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Verse 34 A new Commandment I give unto you, That you LOVE ONE ANOTHER, AS I HAVE LOVED YOU, So That You ALSO LOVE ONE ANOTHER.
Leviticus 19 : 18
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Verse 18 You shall NOT AVENGE, NOR BEAR ANY GRUDGE against the children of your people, BUT instead you SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF: For I am The Lord
Ephesians 5 : 1 -2
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Verse 1 Be you therefore FOLLOWERS/DISCIPLES/STUDENTS of God, as dear Children;
Verse 2 And walk/live/think/believe/do/behave in AGAPE LOVE, as CHRIST/the spiritually ANOINTED Spiritual Person/Being inside of the dirt body of Jesus, The Dirt Body also has LOVED US WITH AGAPE LOVE of The Heavenly Father, and has spiritually GIVEN HIMSELF for us as an spiritual offering and a spiritual sacrifice to God for a sweet smelling fragrance/a sin offering that pleases God for sin was being destroyed and Agape Love was the Victor for Him and His Lost precious ones in the Kingdom of Darkness & Death/Spiritual Separation to Him
Back To John 13 : 34 – 35
Verse 35 By this/loving Your Neighbor as I HAVE LOVED you in Agape Love SHALL ALL MEN ( Saved and Unsaved who you spiritually immerse in this LOVE I Have had For You) then they will spiritually know THAT YOU ARE My Spiritual Disciples/Followers, if you have THIS LOVE, AGAPE LOVE As I Have Towards You, You Have One To Another.
Now Back To Jeremiah 1 : 4 – 19
Verse 8 ( God still speaking to Jeremiah/To Deborah )
Be Not Afraid of their faces/their attitudes/their words/their spiritual or physical presence/their hate/their anger/their attacks against you; for I am with you to DELIVER you/The Spiritual You, saith The Lord
Verse 9 Then The Lord put forth His spiritual Hand and spiritually Touched my spiritual mouth and the Lord said unto me,
Behold, I have PUT MY WORDS of Spirit and Life/Freedom/Truth/Knowledge/Wisdom/Counsel in your spiritual mouth.
Verse 10 See, I have this day, Se/Separated you spiritually over NATIONS/PEOPLE and Over the Kingdoms of This World, TO Spiritually ROOT OUT, and To Spiritually PULL DOWN, and to Spiritually DESTROY and To Spiritually THROW DOWN and Then To Spiritually REBUILD and To Spiritually PLANT
( you will learn more about this ministry of Pastor Deborah in the Section on the Web Site entitled, All Around The World With Wilber, Teaching . There will a wonderful spiritual teachings about The Spiritual History of Land and It’s People and the spiritual fulfilling of this call by Pastor Deborah )
Verse 11 Moreover, The Word of The Lord came unto me, saying, Jeremiah/Deborah what see you, and I said, I see a rod of an Almond Tree
Verse 12 Then said The Lord unto me, You have well seen; for I will hasten My Word to Perform it.
Verse 13 And The Word of The Lord came unto me, the second time, saying What see you? And I said, I see a seething pot: and the face thereof is toward the North
Verse 14 Then The Lord Said unto me,
” Out of the North and Evil shall break forth upon all the inhabitants of the land”
Verse 15 For, lo I will call all the families of The Kingdoms of the North, saith The Lord; and they shall come, and they shall set everyone his Throne at the entering of the Gates of Jerusalem ( this has a very deep spiritual meaning about demons and the gates of a spiritual man’s heart/soul), and AGAINST the Walls of Jerusalem thereof round about ( there is much spiritual revelations here about a spiritual man’s spiritual salvation and Praise)
Isaiah 60 : 18
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Verse 18 Violence ( war between the Spirit and The Soul/The Flesh and the spiritual person versus the evil spirits ) shall no more be heard in Your Land ( your spirit and soul and physical body ), spiritual wasting nor destruction within your spiritual borders of your spiritual heart and soul/My new City of Peace, The New Jerusalem; but you shall call your Walls SALVATION, and Your Spiritual GATES of Your City/My New Jerusalem/your spiritual heart of your spirit and it’s helpmate – your soul ( My new City of Peace and The Place/Territory/Land of The Kingdom of Heaven and where My Sanctuary is where We will meet and Where I spiritually desire to dwell/live for all Eternity, Where I can Rest From all My Spiritual Work )
Isaiah 26 : 1
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Verse 1 In that day shall this song be sung in the Land of Judah/The Land of Praise The Spiritual Heart of a Spiritual Being and it’s soul of My spiritually redeemed spiritual children; We have a strong City/A Spiritually Redeemed and Renewed spiritual heart and it’s soul; SALVATION will God appoint for WALLS AND BULWARKS
Proverbs 25 : 28
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Verse 28 He taht has no spiritual Rulership/Kingship/Authority/Dominion/Management/Leadership over his OWN SPIRIT/IT’S FUNCTIONS AND IT’S SOUL is LIKE A CITY that IS BROKEN DOWN and WITHOUT WALLS.
Back to Jeremiah 1 : 4 – 19
Verse 16 And I/The Lord will utter My Spiritual Judgment against them spiritually touching all their spiritual wickedness, those who have forsaken Me, and have burned incense/prayed to/worshipped/served/called on other gods; and worshipped the words of their own hands ( all the different governments they have thought up, all the different ways to rule the land and the people with their laws, all their lusts and coveting and lies and deceptions and not loving Me and their Neighbors in MY AGAPE LOVE MODEL/PATTERN/COMMANDMENT.
Deuteronomy 28: 20
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Verse 20 The Lord shall send upon them cursing, vexation, and rebuke in all that they set their hand unto for to do, until they be destroyed, and until they perish quickly, because of the spiritual wickedness of their doings/ways, whereby they have forsaken Me/The Lord
Back to Jeremiah 1 : 4 – 19
Verse 17 You/Jeremiah/Deborah, therefore grid up your loins/your legs/your courage, and arise, and speak unto them all that I/Your Lord God COMMAND you; be not dismayed/discouraged at their faces/reactions to you and your words Lest I confound/break into pieces you before them
Verse 18 For behold I/The Lord have MADE YOU THIS DAY A DEFENDED SPIRITUAL CITY/Your Spiritual Heart and Soul and an Iron Pillar/Strong, and Brazen Walls/Walls of Boldness Against The Whole Land/All Kingdoms Against The Kings of Judah/My Own saved people; Against the Princes/The Rulers by Concepts/Ideas/Ignorance/Darkness thereof, AGAINST the PRIESTS/those who are to be My Royal Priesthood unto Me and of Satan’s PRIESTS thereof and AGAINST The People of The Land The Whole Earth
Verse 19 they shall FIGHT AGAINST you; but they shall NOT PREVAIL against you; for I am with you, saith The Lord, to spiritually deliver you
Now Back To The Story
Even though God had His spiritual plans which were unknown to me, I took the long way around I took a detour. When my earthly father retired from active duty with The Air Force we moved off the military base and into a local community in Montgomery, Alabama. I began attending a “local/non military elementary school, fifth grade to be exact.” As I walked into the classroom to introduce myself I was to the other classmates and to my surprise there were already two or three girls named DEBBIE in the room, SO I AT THAT MOMENT CHOOSE TO INTRODUCE MYSELF AS JAN!
This was a class of complete strangers, no military children at all, all local children of the South/Of Alabama. I had a ” Northern Accent” due to having been living in Illinois while my father taught ROTC at Bradley University for several years. At this time living in Illinois, I did live off base, and attended the elementary grades of 1 – part of the 3 grade off the military base, then upon moving to Montgomery, I once again returned to base living and went to elementary school from grades 3 – part of the 5th grade on an Air Force Base Military School. During These years I was Known As Debbie, Not Jan!
Upon entering this ” civilian elementary classroom” I could not understand any of their talking for they all had a very HEAVY Southern accent. I would come home and cry for I couldn’t understand the teacher or the students. I knew nothing of Alabama, The South, The Football Teams The Cows, Their Traditions, I didn’t even know the color of the uniforms of the southern army during the Civil War. Ignorant I was of the Local Community and The State and The South.
JAN had been born by MY OWN WORDS and REMAINED ALIVE and yet not so well and very she was very ignorant of the spiritual plans God had for the Spirit inside that was NAMED DEBORAH. Jan remained MY IDENTITY from 1960 – to the beginning of 2007. JAN had lots and lost of experiences both good and bad, many heartaches, family traumas, lots of ignorance, remained a virgin though she was born again and believed in and prayed to Jesus Christ every day since she was 4 or 5 years old.
Through JAN’S spiritual ignorance, she went down the road of sex before marriage, drugs – using and selling them, drinking and driving etc. JAN went way off the path of Righteousness and Holiness, The Heavenly Father was watching out for me and His spiritual purposes and protected me from becoming pregnant and thus having to have an abortion, getting married to a person I did not love, from being arrested for drug dealing or drunken driving. Yet, through all these things, these sins of the flesh and soul with their perversionsm I sought out God Read My Childhood Bible every night and prayed my prayer of a 5 year old child from 1957 that I had always prayed kneeling on my knees by my bedside with my father every night to Jesus
Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
I Pray The Lord My Soul To Keep
May Angels Watch Me Through The Night
And Wake Me With The Morning Light
Jesus Bless My Mommy And Daddy and My Brother and All My Friends and all the People of the World
I went to many many churches, Christian communes in Georgia always looking for God and something I could not find and something didn’t know what it was I was searching for, but looking I was everywhere!
JAN grew up in Montgomery, Alabama, living in just one house the entire time. The house was located in the Dalriada section of Montgomery, just up the hill from Gunter Air Force Base, at 3609 Mayfair Road. She attended the Dalriada Elementary school, Goodwyn Jr. High School and Robert E. Lee High School. Then off to Troy State University in Troy Alabama for two years and then transferred to the University of Alabama for only one semester. She stayed out of college for a while because of great emotional trauma from a broken relationship with a young man. The heart ache was so bad and it took it’s toll on JAN. But after some time, JAN went back to school in Troy, Alabama and graduated with a Degree in Social Rehabilitation with minors in psychology and mental health counseling. Then she went off to Graduate School At Troy University at Maxell Air Force Base with all military Officers for 9 months. Also, during this time JAN was working a full time job as a Drug Counselor at the Alabama State Technical School for State Incarcerated Juveniles, At Mt. Meigs Industrial School. Long Long days, First work till 5:00 pm than off to Graduate School until 10:00 pm, five days a week for 2 years.
Through the many heart aches from broken relationship, the sex to find acceptance and love that the trauma of the family was unable to provide, the drugs to dull the pain and to fit in with some type of friends and crowd, dating married men, God was still protecting His spiritual purposes with Him and me.
JAN did not hear The Lord’s Voice of Warnings, nor did her conscious speak to her about her life. Just lots and lots of emotional pain and hurt. There was no spiritual knowledge just pure ignorance about life and people and all things. Oh, JAN believed in Jesus as Savior, but knew nothing of Him being her Lord and King and about His Kingdom of Heaven.
Through out these many years, JAN went to church at Southern Baptist Churches went to the youth groups, sang in the youth choirs, walked over 5 miles by her self to get to church on Sundays for on one else in the family was going, But JAN still went – seeking and searching, went to the youth and adults Sunday Schools, went to the churches summer youth camps. JAN was walking and seeking and no going, but was so ignorant. In JAN’s earthly family life the life was one of toxic relationships, silence, trauma and she would seek PEACE and would spend many hours along just listening to soft, peaceful music and reading to get knowledge of everything. Books became her lifeline of knowledge and truth and they would be used later as she was spiritually developing into her fullness of the ministry she knew nothing about, but The Lord Did.
JAN’s parents never talked to hear about life, sex, about the problems in the family or in the world and boy were there many problems in the family. JAN felt that since the age of 6 or 7 she grew up without a mother who had started exhibiting emotional and mental health problems, but she never got help and no family counseling ever happened. No one was TALKING! So, JAN took a VOW to herself that when she had a family and children, she would talk to them about life and all the things she had never been talked to about.
JAN had no Truth/Answers, so she became a TRUTH SEEKER in Books, Biographies of People, History and Learned through Books and reading and studying which became a life long Habit to get answers she was seeking. Then JAN would make friends with most UNGODLY, DIABLED, OUTCASTS people. People would ask her, ” How could she be with them?” and JAN would always answer she didn’t know, she JUST LOVED THEM AND WOULD GIVE THAT LOVE OUT DURING THE DAY AND GOD WOULD JUST FILL HER BACK UP AT NIGHT! Even then, the spiritual man on the inside of JAN WAS SPIRIUTALLY OPERATING out of Agape Love of God and doing it’s spiritual ministry it was born to do and didn’t even know she or rather it, the spiritual person unknown to JAN’S CONSCIOUNESS and AWARENESS was ministering and preforming the Work of The Lord on earth.
Then JAN got married, probably to the wrong person for her conscious WAS TELLING HER NOT TO, but she over rode it unaware that this was her CONSCIOUS or HER SPIRIT’s VOICE speaking to her because her biological clock to have children was running out. The man she married was in the Navy and a Chief and from New York state/A Northern one and was not prejudice against anyone of any race or nationality. JAN had desired to be back in a military life and family as in her early years of life. The man was saved, A Lutheran, but they lived together in sin before they got married at home in Norfolk, Virginia. But they did get married at home by a Navy Lutheran Pastor. The Marriage Vow that JAN took to God and this man stayed in effect until just recently.
Two months later, after officially and legally getting married, JAN became pregnant with a child. Little did JAN know that evil dark satanic forces were at work behind the scenes to kill this baby. Why, because JAN would learned many many years later that her grandmother of 4 generations back on her father’s side who was from Northern Ireland had had sexual relationships with a Satanic High Priest, A Druid and became pregnant, Satan wanted the baby to raise up in Druidism and as A High Priest, but this mother did not want that so she made a deal with Satan and The High Priest of Druidism, she would be allowed to keep the baby and raise it any way she wanted BUT SHE HAD TO DEDICATE NOW THAT SATAN AND HIS HIGH PRIESTHOOD WOULD GET A 4TH GENERATIONAL GRANDCHILD for Satan’s Kingdom and Purposes and she agreed. Then I learned that the 4th generation to was DEDICATED by an unknown ANCESTOR began with the birth of JAN’S earthly brother who was named JOSEPH, the first born son of this ANCECTOR’S LINEAGE that was already DEDICATED AND GIVEN over to Satan even before his birth and unknown to the parents.
Satan wasted no time getting this son, Joseph Jr. right from his birth and when Satan had a foothold in this child’s life, he moved on to JAN and then own to her FIRST BORN SON, James.
Satan proceeded with his attack with opportunities to produced thoughts and feelings of REJECTION AND ABANDONMENT. Then on to Jan and then when Jan had a first born son, James. Satan helped this 1st born son/child, Jan’s older brother ( who has gone on to Heaven ) to feel and believe he was ABANDONED, and REJECTED by his mother who had reaped her sins into their fullness of her own early childhood of bitterness and unforgiveness and has also gone on to be In Heaven but her spiritual issues manifested in the disease of Alzheimer’s that included hallucinations and inoperable stage 3 liver cancer. JAN’s mother had many many “personal unforgiveness and bitterness ” problems from her own childhood and family that she never sought help and healing for to deal with and carried into her marriage and then on into the lives of her children. JAN only survived by turning to God, His Church, To Peace and Reading The Holy Bible every night.
Satan believed that this 1st born male child was his and so he did his evil work and destroy him and this child too became “mentally ill ” and was full of anger unforgiveness, bitterness and resentment from all his years of perceived and actual rejection and abandonment from his mother, his weak soul ties to his own biological father and then his 2 failed marriages that ended in divorce. This was the brother JAN had prayed to God to heal from his “mental illnesses and his demons” so he would and could be a good father to his two children and to financially take care of himself, but he did not want to be healed and God would not violate his free will, so there was no healing and the family had to endure his “mental illness” until he had a brain aneurysm and had to be placed into state custody and a nursing home. But there is still another story about that part of his and his father’s life.
JAN went on and got married and got pregnant two months after her marriage. The child, James was born one month early at only 3 lbs. 14 oz. For JAN’s body became toxic to her and the baby. This child would become JAN’S 1st born male and only biological child she would and could have due to medical complication and her safety. This was the child who at 12 years of age, JAN would sacrifice willingly in her heart and soul to God as ” an love and obedience offering” as Abraham was asked to do many many years ago with his son, Isaac.
Then when the child, James was about 3 years old and JAN had lived a life of sin and no church, The Holy Spirit spoke so clearly to JAN and said, TO GET OFF THE PATH OF SIN AND BACK ONTO HIS ROAD! and JAN just cried and cried as she was driving her van. So JAN started back to church with her 3 year old son to a small Lutheran Church in hopes that her husband would also go with them for he had grown up Lutheran. But that was not to be, but JAN and her son were faithful to God and His instructions to GET OFF THE PATH OF SIN AND ONTO THE ROAD OF RIGHTEOUSNESS. JAN was coming back spiritually to where God needed her to spiritually be so He could begin His spiritual TRANSFORMATION/her spiritual re-newing of her spirit and soul and begin the deep cleansing of the entire Spirit and Soul needed to become the Spiritual Identity He spiritually desired her to become and prepare JAN for His spiritual ministry He Had Born/Brought her into the earthly world to do For His Kingdom of Heaven and With Him As His Son, Christ Jesus Did.
Of course JAN who was 34 years of age at this time, had NO IDEA what going back to church would mean to her and God Himself, but for 6 years she and her son, James were faithful church and Sunday School Attendees and volunteered with the church to help the community. She took every training the church offered to HELP PEOPLE for this was in the PURPOSE OF THE SPIRIT’S BIRTH into the earthly world even though it’s fullness was not known at the time.
JAN still continued to sin some, and was not yet where she needed to be for God, But He was working. His spiritual leading started by ” leading JAN into TRUTH and SEEKING answers to the denominations traditional beliefs about HOLY COMMUNION, the BAPTIZING of babies by SPRINKLING verses Full Emersion, when Sunday School Started and man more questions that needed answers. So off to the Library to get books and to read.
But, God was working even at a deeper spiritual level in the town and had a spiritual plan to help JAN grow faster and more mature in His Truth and to get JAN into her spiritual calling and ministry, all unknown to JAN. In the summer of 1995m Father’s Day to be exact a revival broke out in another denomination’s church in town, called Brownsville Assembly of God. The articles were in the paper about it, but JAN had gone on vacation to Canada, and would not be drawn there until she returned. On a Friday night, 6 weeks after the Revival has started and her son was at a Lutheran Church summer camp, JAN was drawn to the church she had never been in before.
The Church was large, the music was loud and she knew no one at all. JAN had never been apart of any thing like this before. The church was full, over 2,000 people. JAN had no idea what the Evangelist spoke on but she felt drawn to the altar to get the sin out and to get right with God. At the altar all JAN did was cry for about 3 minutes. JAN had no idea why or what she was crying about, but cry she did. Then she went back to her seat, and the elderly couple sitting next to her told her she needed to go and get prayer, so JAN did and she fell down to the floor immediately and could not get up or open her eyes and there was such a peace laying on her that she couldn’t move.
Totally alert, thinking, and could hear the music, and was totally aware of all things around her. Then about after 30 minutes, she literally had to crawl back to her seat as if she was totally drunk on alcohol which she knew what that felt like/ Then the couple sitting next to here again told her to GO AND GET MORE OF THE LORD. Well, JAN had NO IDEA what MORE OF THE LORD MEANT, but she went and asked for MORE OF THE LORD and down JAN went again laying right next to a guy in a tuxedo. Once again JAN was unable to move, but feelings of such peace was on her and in her. Then again JAN had to crawl back to her pew and rest.
SO BEGAN THE SPIRIUTAL WORK OF THE LORD IN DEBORAH’S SPIRIT all unknown to JAN of what was going on, what THIS MORE OF THE LORD WAS, yet upon returning home she saw a great wonder, WHEN she read her Bible from her childhood she spiritually had spiritual revelations she KNEW thing, saw spiritual understanding she had never seen before. The Word of God Was SPIRITUALLY OPENING up to her. JAN was so excited, but JAN did not know it was her REAL SELF that was really excited, DEBORAH WAS COMING ALIVE, OUT OF HER DARKNESS AND SLEEP.
Without knowing it, JAN WAS SLOWLY DYING, and DEBORAH was coming alive and was so excited. DEBORAH’S spiritual journey had BEGUN even without JAN knowing it. BUT BEGUN IT HAD! For months to come JAN attended both churches at once. Then she wanted to be on the Revival’s Prayer Team, but she needed her home church’s Pastors permission. But even after many months of private discussions, The Lutheran Pastor of The Missouri Synod would not give his written approval for JAN to be on the Revival’s Altar/Prayer Team because she would to there and LEARN HOW TO SPEAK IN TONGUES and The Lutherans of The Missouri Synod DID NOT believe in this manifestation of The Holy Spirit.
This Lutheran Pastor stated he had the SPIRIUTAL RESPONSIBLITY OF THE EDUCATION AND PROTECTION of JAN’S soul and he could NOT GIVE HIS PERMISSION FOR HER TO BE ON THIS CHURCH’S ALTAR/PRAYER TEAM. JAN asked the Pastor who spoke and wrote Hebrew and Greek, if he could show her where this SPEAKING IN TONGUES was not in the Bible. JAN spoken no languages of the Bible Old or New, or any other Language and knew nothing of what TONGUES WAS OR HAD EVER EVEN HEARD THEM, what ever they were.
JAN had great spiritual BOLDNESS even in the face of Rebuke from a learned and respected Pastor. Yet, something in JAN Knew who really had the Holy Spirit or not. At this time, JAN had no idea how she knew this or where the Boldness came from towards and with the Pastor of this Lutheran Pastor. These private conversations went on for over 6 months. During that time, JAN was given lots of DENOMINATION LITERATURE to read and study. JAN was given articles of The 1970’s Charismatic Revival that had occurred in America and caused great turmoil within the Lutheran Church of The Missouri Synod. Many Lutheran Seminary students become BAPTISED IN THE EVENT OF SPEAKING IN TONGUES and were kicked out of the Lutheran Seminaries. Then The Lutheran Church split and out came the Evangelical Lutheran Church formed from these exiled students and Pastors.
During this time, JAN was learning to go to the BIBLE to see what the TRUTH OF GOD said about a subject versus what a denomination believed. Learning to SEEK ANWERS FROM OUT THE BIBLE and for God to show DEBORAH ( who was unknown yet ) the TRUTH from out of the Word of God.
JAN didn’t know it, but she had begun to operate out of Spiritual Gifts that she knew nothing about or had ever heard of. The main Spiritual Gift that seemed to come into Spiritual Operation often and at the least expected times was THE DISCERNING OF SPIRITS. JAN began to HEAR PEOPLE TALKING when their mouths were not, to KNOW Spiritual Truths about people who she didn’t know. So, off to the Bible to LOOK at Christ Jesus. Ok, JAN saw through the New Testament, that Jesus Christ seem to spiritually operate in these SPIRIUTAL GIFTS often. So, JAN said to herself, IF JESUS NEEDED THESE THINGS, AND OPERATED IN THEM- JAN WAS NOT CRAZY and It was ok for JAN DID KNOW SHE WAS TO BECOME LIKE JESUS AND DO WHAT THINGS HE DID.
JAN attended both Churches for many months and would pray in her Sunday home Church for the Holy Spirit to touch the Pastor as He had touched her, but INSTEAD all JAN did was weep and cry for the sadness and grief of the people and the Pastor of this Lutheran Church and shake in the Power of The Holy Spirit. JAN called it the RIVERS SHIVERS.
JAN was asked several times by the Lutheran church members what was wrong and was I ok and all JAN could say was she was crying for the church/the people to be touched by God. At the rail where one would come and bow to receive the Holy Communion Elements and as soon as the Bread/The Waver touched JAN’s lips, JAN would shake in great waves of Power and her son was getting embarrassed, but JAN could not help it she was receiving God’s Power of Spirit and Life that The Bible Says The Bread Is The Food Of Life, JAN was eating spiritually A FOOD OF SPIRITUAL LIFE FOR DEBORAH.
These events and private discussions went on for 6 months until one Sunday morning when the Lutheran Pastor was reading from 2 Timothy about how Paul was writing to Timothy to help encourage him and to stir up his Gift of Faith he had received from his mother and his grandmother and that he had gotten from Paul when Paul had laid hands on him. The Pastor read the scriptures correctly and I had agreed with them and him because I was following him in my Bible I had started taking to church as I did in the Revival Church. But when he got to the sermon, the Pastor stated taht Timothy becoming strong in his faith not only from his mother, and grandmother, BUT BECAUSE HE HAD ATTENDED SUNDAY SCHOOL!!!
WHAT, THAT WAS NOT IN THE BIBLE!! I knew then out of the GIFT OF DISCERNING OF SPIRITS, that a Anti-Christ and His Minister of Fire, A Spirit of Error was SPEAKING/COMMENTING on the scriptures and TEACHING ERROR, TEACHING LIES, AND SPEWING OUT ANTI-CHRIST Words, NOT WORDS OF SPIRIT AND TRUTH!!
JAN knew at the moment SHE COULD NEVER AGAIN SIT UNDER THIS PASTOR and SHE and HER Son Would LEAVE THIS CHURCH. Also JAN knew that when she left the church out the door at the back of the room where the Pastor always stood to shake the hands of the members as they leave the church, JAN knew that she would not be shaking the spiritual hand of the Pastor, but the HAND OF AN DEMON SPRIIT OF ANTI-CHRIST/SATAN HIMSELF.
So off JAN and her son went to join The Revival Church and never looked back. They both joined in membership but later as the spiritual revelation come into JAN’S spiritual heart and soul about THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN, she and her son pulled their Church Membership in the Revival Church and began the process of thinking and living in the Kingdom of Heaven as a Citizen of Heaven and with the Eternal Church Membership that is blood red and now would think from the belief and concept that there was only 1 Church and It was being built By Christ Jesus Himself, not man or of man’s earthly denomination. JAN did not want to wait until she got to HEAVEN TO Begin Thinking in her Spiritual and soul as Son of A King, A Royal Child, And a Member of The Only Church that would be in Heaven, Christ’s Church!! So, Another Spiritual Revelation came and then a corresponding action on the earth followed.
JAN and her son both went after the Presence of the Lord and Sought MORE OF THE LORD and got lots and lots of prayer for a Touch of The Lord. JAN’S only was only 10 years old at the time and struggled at first to find his place and friends, but he did finally in Children’s Church as an Audio Sound Engineer and with the Adult Television Ministry and Sound and Then on to the Youth Church. He found many many friends and helped with the Children’s Altar Calls and Ministry as JAN just for a year, got Prayer and Participated in Praise and Worship and Listened to the Evangelist’s Love of Lost Souls and For Those who needed to get more serious with their walk with Jesus and then would get prayer every night and fall under the Power of Agape Love and had waves of Liquid Love and Peace would Flow over and in her Spirit, DEBORAH. This time of Peace and Glory was Called THE GLORY BLANKET OF AGPE LOVE of the Lord.
Then after about a year, 1996m JAN applied to be on the Revival’s alter team to just pray with the people at the altar, but to here surprise she was applying for both the altar worker team and the Revival’s Prayer Team where God would move through you to another person and JAN had only been on the receiving end of this Touch of The Lord, not a conduit for IT and boy was JAN afraid of this and that it would not work through her, but MOVE THROUGH her He DID and JAN’S spiritual life once again TOOK ANOTHER TURN into the SPIRIUTAL FULLNESS OF HER UNKNOWN SPIRIUTAL IDENTITY AND THE MINISTRY TO COME.
JAN would hear every night from the Evangelist that GOD HAD A PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE BUT YOU HAD TO GET RIGHT WITH GOD AT THE ALTAR SO HE COULD TOUCH YOU AND GET YOU ON YOUR WAY.
Even on The Prayer Team, JAN would humble herself and go to the altar upon being convicted of sin and asked for forgiveness and spiritual cleansing. That spiritual training is still with DEBORAH today. Then after about a year on the Prayer Team and having many spiritual experiences, JAN would still get Prayer for herself, even from the children after the regular Revival service each Friday night. JAN had become a FULL BLOWN DRUG ADDICT FOR THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD AND HIS GLORY BLANKET and MORE OF HIM Not Even knowing what it all was or what it was doing, BUT JAN HAD TO HAVE IT WHAT EVER THE GLORY BLANKET WAS. JAN went seeking and found something, that was SO WONDERFUL, GLORIOUS AND PEACEFUL that SPIRITALLY CHANGED her SPIRITUAL LIFE forever and still is which you have read about in another story.
JAN had always wanted to HELP PEOPLE and God was right there to LEAD her and TEACH her. He told JAN to put down/not use/not renew her MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELOR’S LICENSES and her NATIONALLY CERTIFIED CLINICAL MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELOR’S CERTIFICATION and HE WOULD TEACH HER HOW TO HELP PEOPLE HIS WAY!!
So JAN, OBEYED and LOOKED for a Sunday School Class to help her and none seemed right until she came to a class that was TEACHING ON DELIVERANCE/CASTING OUT OF DEVILS/STRONGMEN and the Book that was being taught was called THE STRONGMAN’S HIS NAME… WHAT’S HIS GAME??? By Drs. Jerry & Carol Robeson. JAN knew this Sunday School Class WAS THE ONE!!! This was where she was to go!
So, JAN did for a year, then she applied to be on the volunteer Revival Team called the Deliverance/Personal Ministry Team and she was accepted even though she did not know the Coordinator, but God was leading her to accept me. Even the Senior Pastor of The Revival had to Pray about me being a volunteer member of this Team for This Team had major SPIRIUTAL RESPONSIBLITIES IN THE REVIVAL that the other Prayer Team members and Ushers and even the District Pastors DID NOT HAVE!! So, God Himself was leading and preparing a way for me and Him to travel on so I COULD LEARN HOW TO HELP PEOPLE HIS WAY, NOT THE WAYS OF THE WORLD ANYMORE, NOT THE WAYS OF MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELING!
So, JAN began another part of her NEW SPIRITUAL JOURNEY, DELIVERANCE, DEVILS, DEMONS, CASTING OUT, BREAKING WORD CURSES, PRAYER, GENERATIONAL SINS, Satanism, Witchcraft, Occult, New Age, Vampirism, Heavy Metal Music, The Illuminati, The Unseen Realm of the Spirit, The Astro World, Spiritual Gifts and Traveling in The Spirit, Binding and Losing, and Patterns of Kingdoms. YES, THIS WAS A NEW WAY TO HELP PEOPLE and JAN knew nothing of any of it, and had no Education and Classes on any of it. BOY WAS JAN IN FOR A FAST SPEED EDUCATION AND LESSONS. JAN had to make up time for GOD WAS IN A HURRY TO GET ME OUT OF SCHOOL AND ON THE BATTLE FIELDS OF HELPING PEOPLE HIS WAY, MY SPIRIUTAL PURPOSES HE SENT ME TO EARTH FOR.
Then came the nights and nights of weeping and weeping and prayer for those in Satanism, witchcraft, the realm of the Occult, heavy metal music, drugs, abuse of all kinds, changing songs from BLESS ME TO HELP THEM. More personal experience in the Sancturary by myself with full authority and dominon over the Ushers, the Intercessors, the altar calls, over the visitors of up to 6,000 – 8,000 people from all around the world, night after night 6 nights a week, and then on one Night, Saturday – Conducting Deliverance/Casting Out with a team of the Members of the Team with precious Christian people from all religions, all postions, ministry levels – children, teens, young adults and adults. Years upon Years of personal spiriutal experience for JAN and for DEBORAH on the inside for 5 years. JAN grew in spiritual knowledge authority over demons as Christ Jesus had that I read in the Bible, she grew in spiriutal confidence and in authority and dominon and spiriutally operated out of the what ever spiritual Gift would be spiritually required to do the ministry. Most of the Time, JAN operated out of the spiritual GIFT OF DISCERNING OF SPIRITS. A Spiritual Gift that allow JAN/DEBORAH to spiriutally peer into the realm of the spirit, to see, to hear the voices of the devils and human spirits, to know when a spirit of any kind was near and JAN could and did speak through others that had devils and humans spirits inside of their dirt body. JAN was growing in the WAYS OF THE LORD AND LEARNING HOW TO HELP PEOPLE THE LORD’S WAY, and NOT THE WAY OF THE WORLD AND MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELING.
JAN became powerfully ANOINTED with and by The Holy Spirit so she and The Lord could spiritually reach out and into the REALM OF SATAN’S SPIRIUTAL KINGDOM To HELP PEOPLE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN’S WAYS. This POWERFUL ANOINTING caused all the Team Members of the Deliverance Team to become JEALOUS of JAN for the Gifts of Discerning of Spirits, the Words of Knowledge and the POWERFUL ANOINTING What ever that was that was ON JAN’S SPIRITUAL LIFE. False allegations from those JAN was trying to Help came, many trips to the Assistant Chaplains Office to because of Complaints, Accusations of putting Devils and Demons into people JAN prayed and bound in the Sanctuary due to the mishandling by Christians and Pastors who had no education or experience in Deliverance. Then CAME THE ONE!!
A young lady or rather young teenage girl came to the altar and told the altar worker she was a SATANIST. so JAN ( this was Deborah’s Identity at this time ) was called to provide personal ministry to here for the regular Prayer Team members were not allowed to minister to these people. As JAN stepped down form the top of the stairs to minister to this young lady, JAN received Spiritual Words of Knowledge about her Satanic Assignment regarding the Revival of the Church. JAN immediately told her this and she said, ” How do you know this, you are NOT A WITCH!” JAN said God Just told her.
JAN and another Personal Ministry worker took her to a back room with an usher present and told her she could come out of the darkness if she wanted to. JAN bound all the demons in her according to Matthew 18: 18, and then so she could accept a new Life in Christ Jesus. She spiritually stepped out of the darkness of Satanism and JAN lead her in a prayer to allow Christ Jesus into her spiritual heart. Then she spiritually disappeared back into the darkness of the spiritual realm she lived in. This night was Friday October 8, 1998 and this date and night was this young girl’s Satanic Birthday for she was officially born on October 27.
JAN learned later from this young girl that she was sent in by Satan to threaten JAN, ( Me ) , intimidate JAN and to get JAN TO STOP LOVING SATANISIS AND PRAYING FOR THEM. JAN had no idea that Just LOVING THESE PRECIOUS LOST ONES AND PRAYING FOR THEM WAS HAVING SUCH AN IMPACT IN THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS. JAN also learned that this young girl was to have others with her that night, but God had blocked them from going with her into the service. Also that her entire Satanic family was sent in to take JAN out one way or another.
So, began a very deep spiritual ministry training for many y ears with this precious child as her spiritual shepherd/mother and then many others who god was personally arranging for JAN to minister to ( many of the stores in Volume 2 tell of the spiritual ministry to these precious ones from The Kingdom of Darkness ) and to be spiritually taught through and to learn valuable spiritual lessons from them and for JAN’S faith in God and Knowledge of Him and all that He would do to set these captives free was now in operational mode, yet still JAN had lots of spiritual growing to do and to get spiritually stronger in the ways of Truths of The Heavenly Father and His Kingdom of Heaven. The spiritual demonic attacks were coming against JAN every 2 or 3 days, at home with family members, cars running red lights, at church through brothers and sisters in Christ from the police form the Church/Revival Leadership and JAN had to spiritually LEARN how TO SPIRITUALLY FIGHT, OPENLY REBUKE, STAND IN FAITH WITH JUST THE WORLD OF GOD, NOT GET OFFENDED AT ANYONE, HUMBLE HERSELF EVEN WHEN SHE WAS INNOCENT, NOT GET INTO THE FLESH, BIND THE DEMONS EVEN IN HER OWN FAMILY, AT CHURCH AND WAS BEGINNING TO LEARN HOW TO SPIRITUALLY FIGHT SATAN IN THE SPIRIT.
JAN had to read 6 books at one time, read the Bible, go The Revival Services 6 nights a week and grow and still be convicted of sin in my soul and to learn how to humble herself with brothers and sisters in Christ, to have many many opportunities to volunteer and grow. JAN spiritually knew THAT GOD WAS IN A HURRY TOGET HER UP AND RUNNING SPIRIUTALLY FOR PEOPLE WERE DYING AND GOING TO HELL, AND HE HAD DECIDED IT WAS TIME FOR JAN TO BECOME ALL HE DESIRED HER TOBE TO SPIRITUALLY ACCOMPLISH ALL HE BROUGHT HER TO PLANET EARTH TO SPIRITUALLY DO FOR HIM.
So, JAN did all this while she was raising her son, being a wife and working full time and being with her parents and even going through the death of her mother in her house while two precious Satanists young girls with multiple personalities were living in her home. JAN learned after she got spiritually going into the deep spiritual ministry with The Kingdom of Darkness, that she was NOT THE FIRST ONE CALLED TO THIS MINISTRY FROM THE REVIVAL, The Coordinator was!!! But his mother of 2 precious young children had been, but she became AFRAID for her children when she started working with/doing deliverance ministry with/learning about multi-generational Satanists who had multiple personalities. One such person had come to the Revival Services to threaten one of the Preachers and the Deliverance/Personal Ministry Team took on the spiritual ministry for casting out of devils and prayer for personalities to integrate and thus bring a wholeness, healing and freedom to the lady.
The lady was married and was a Praise and Worship Leader in a church in another state and had been receiving Psychiatric therapy from a Psychiatrist for several years, but he thought she could and would get more spiritual help from the Personal Ministry Team of The Revival of which JAN WAS APART OF. So, she came for help. JAN was not involved in this ministry with this precious lady for the first month because JAN was always the PERSONAL MINISTRY Team member assigned to the Sanctuaries during Revival Services because she was very good at it and loved it.
But when the Personal Ministry Team’s Coordinator’s car was broken into at another Healing Conference, she became so afraid of Satan and his attacks against her and her children, that she never worked with Satanists, witches or any one from the world of the occult again. She did not have enough faith and trust in God to protect her and her family from Satan and is demons and their human servants. So, God went looking for a spiritual REPLACEMENT and found JAN crying out to Him to help these very severally spiritually abused and controlled precious spiritual children of The Kingdom of Darkness. JAN was spiritually chosen for her AGAPE LOVE of these precious human spirits who were trapped in such horrible spiritual darkness and fear, control and slavery, with no hope of any freedom except death.
These stories are written about in Volume 2 and some are in Volume 1 for you to read about, but now back to this story
Life carried on for JAN with much spiritual training, tests, being attacked, tests of her faith in God’s physical and spiritual protection, offences from her brothers and sisters at the Revival, sifting by Satan and Truth and spiritual knowledge was pouring I faster than ever. JAN could barely keep up, but keep up she did for The Evangelist of The Revival had poured into all those who ca to the Revival THAT GOD WAS IN A HURRY TO WORK FOR PEOPLE WERE DYING AND GOING TO HELL! So, JAN worked hard and kept up with her spiritual learning and studying on HOW TO HELP PEOPLE THE LORD’S WAY AND HELP THEM JAN DID!!!
So, this story, IT’S TIME begins in 2007, when the spiritual IDENTITY TRANSITION began. JAN was told by God Himself that she was in SPIRIUTAL TRANSITION to become DEBORAH and JAN HAD TO DIE!!!!!
So, this SPIRITUAL TRANSITION FROM ONE IDENTITY TO ANOTHER began as all things with God and this spiritual creation who was now in a TOTAL RENEWING OF IT’S SPIRITUAL HEART/MIND into becoming someone IT knew NOT -DEBORAH began with studying who this DEBORAH was in the Bible, the meaning of the Name/Nature/Essence/Image/Likeness/Character/purpose of the NAME and IT’S spiritual meanings, so into the Strong’s Concordance I went.
DEBORAH in the Hebrew no. 1683/1682/1696 – a Judge of Israel ( God’s People ), A Prophetess
- The Bee, from it’s systematic instincts
- To arrange by words, to speak, to subdue answer, appoint, bid, command, commune, declare, destroy, give, name, promise, pronounce, rehearse, say, speak, be spokesman, subdue, talk, teach, tell, think, utter, well, work.
Then off to the Bible ( The Authorized King James Version only ) for scriptures of DEBORAH AND WHO AND WHAT HERE NAME MEANT AND WAHT HERE SPIRITUAL PURPOSES WERE.
Judges 2 : 7 – 18
Authorized King James Version
Verse 7 And The people served the Lord all the days of Joshua, and all the days of the elders that outlived Joshua, who had seen all the great works of The Lord that He did for Israel
Verse 8 and Joshua, the son of Nun, the servant of The Lord, died, being one hundred and ten years old
Verse 9 and they buried him in the border of his inheritance in Timnath-heres, in the mountain of Ephraim, on the North side of the hill of Gaash
Verse 10 and also all that generation were gathered unto their fathers; and there arose another generation after them, Which knew not the Lord, nor yet the works which he had done for Israel.
How man of God’s people are like this generation, KNOWING NOTHING of The Lord and His Great Works Which He Had Done For His People on the New Birth in Christ Jesus?
Verse 11 And the children of Israel DID EVIL IN THE SIGHT OF THE LORD, AND SERVED BA’AL-IM ANOTHER GOD BESIDES THE LORD
A God of The People who were still left in the Promised Land
Verse 12 And they FORSOOK The Lord God of Their Fathers, which brought them out of the land of Egypt, and FOLLOWED OTHER Gods, of The Gods of The People that were round about them, and BOWED themselves unto the, and PROVOKED The Lord To Anger.
Verse 13 And they FORSOOK THE LORD, and SERVED BA’AL, AND ASH’TA-ROTH
Verse 14 and the ANGER OF THE LORD was hot against Israel, and He delivered them into the hands of SPOILERS THAT SPOILED/DEFILED/POLLUTED THEM and He SOLD them into the hands of THEIR ENEMIES round about, so that they could NOT ANY LONGER STAND BEFORE THEIR ENEMIES.
This is a spiritual picture of born again believers being turned over to Satan and his demons, to the torment of the Fear of Death, to sickness and disease, to the world and it’s rulers of Lust and Coveting and Greed and Selfishness and Death for having other gods that The One True God, for forsaking The Lord of their Salvation in their spiritual hearts/minds, the Lord’s City of Peace, The New Jerusalem.
Verse 15 where so ever they went out, the HAND OF THE LORD WAS AGAINST THEM for evil as the Lord had said and as The Lord had SWORN unto them: and they were greatly distressed
Verse 16 Nevertheless, the Lord RAISED UP JUDGES, WHICH DELIVERED THEM OUT OF THE HAND OF THOSE THAT SPOILED/DEFILED/POLLUTED them
Verse 17 and yet they would NOT HEARKEN/LISTEN unto The Judges, but they went a WHORING AFTER OTHER GODS, AND BOWED THEMSELVES UNTO THEM: they turned spiritually quickly out of the Way which their fathers walked/lived in, obeying the Commandments of The Lord: but they DID NOT SO!
Verse 18 and when The Lord RAISED UP THEM JUDGES, then The Lord WAS WITH THE JUDGE, and DELIVERED them OUT OF THE HAND of their enemies all the Days of The Judges: for it repented The Lord/He turned from His Anger and Punishment because of their groaning’s by reason of them that oppressed them and vexed them.
Verse 19 and it came to pass, when the Judge was dead, they/Israel spiritually returned and spiritually corrupted themselves more than their fathers, in following other gods, to serve them, to bow down unto them, they ceased not from their OWN DOINGS, NOR FROM THEIR STUBBORN WAY
Judges 4: 1 – 14
Authorized King James Version
Verse 1 and the children of Israel AGAIN DID EVIL IN THE SIGHT OF THE LORD, when Ehud, the Judge was dead
Verse 2 And The Lord sold them into the hand of Jabin, King of Canaan that reigned in Hazor, the Captain of whose host/army was Sisera, which dwelt/lived in Harosheth of the Gentiles
**** Verse 4 and DEBORAH, A PROHETESS, the wife of Lapidoth, she JUDGED Israel at that time
Verse 5 and she dwelt/lived under the palm tree of DEBORAH between Ramah and Beth-el in Mount Ephraim; and the children of Israel came up to her for JUDGMENT
Verse 6 And she/DEBORAH sent and called Barak, the son of Abinoam out of Kedesh-Naptalie, and said unto him, Has not The Lord God of Israel commanded saying, Go and draw toward Mount Tabor, and take with you 10,000 men of the children of Naphtali and of the children of Zebulun>
Verse 7 And I will draw unto you to the river Kishon Sisera, the captain of Jabin’s army with his chariots and his multitude; and I will deliver him into your hand
Verse 8 And Barak said unto her/DEBORAH, if you will go with me, then I will go: but if you will not go with me, then I will not go
with me, then I will not go
Verse 9 And DEBORAH and I will surely go with you/remember God was with the JUDGES;
notwithstanding the journey that you take shall not be for your honor, for the Lord shall sell Sisera into the hand of a woman and DEBORAH arose and went with Barak to Kedesh
Verse 10 and Barak called Zebulun and Naphtalie to Kedesh; and he went up with 10,000 men at his feet: and DEBORAH went up with him
Verse 11 Now Herber the Kenite, which was of the children of Hobab the father in law of Moses had severed himself from the Kenites and pitched his tent unto the plain of Zaanim which is by Kedesh
Verse 12 And they showed Sisera that Barak the son of Abinoam was gone up to mount Tabor
Verse 13 and Sisera gathered together all his chariots even nine hundred chariots of iron, and all he people that were with him from Harosheth of the Gentiles unto the river of Kishon
Verse 14 and DEBORAH said unto Barak, Up; for this is the day in which The Lord has delivered Sisera into your hand; Is not the Lord gone out before you? So Barak went down from mount Tabor and 10,000 men after him.
Judges 5 : 1-7
Authorized King James Version
Verse 1 Then sang DEBORAH and Barak, the son of Abnoam on that day saying
Verse 2 Praise you The Lord for the avenging of Israel when the people willingly offered themselves
Verse 3 Hear, O Kings: give ear O our Princes; I even I, will sing unto The Lord, I will sing Praise to The Lord God of Israel
Verse 4 Lord when you went out of Seir, when you marched out of the field of Edom, the earth trembled and the heavens dropped, the clouds also dropped water
Verse 5 The mountain melted from before The Lord, even that Sinai from before The Lord God of Israel
Verse 6 In the days of Shamgar, the son of Anath in the days of Jael the highways were unoccupied and the travelers walked through byways
Verse 7 The inhabitants of the villages ceased, they ceased in Israel until that I DEBORAH AROSE, THAT I AROSE A MOTHER OF ISRAEL
Now off to Webster’s Dictionary to learn more of who this DEBORAH WAS THAT I was spiritually TRANSITIONING INTO from JAN. I began with the Word JUDGE.
Webster’s Dictionary Defines the Word JUDGE as
- To form an opinion about through careful weighing of evidence and testing of premisies
- To sit in Judgment on Try, Test
- To determine or pronounce after inquiry and deliberation
- Govern, Rule, A Hebrew Tribal Leader
- To form an estimate or evaluation of something
- To hold as an opinion/guess, think
- To decie as a JUDGE
- One who JUDGES, a tribal hero exercising leadership among the Hebrews, after the death of Joshua
- One appoined to decide in a contest or competition, umpire
- One who gives an authoritative opinion
Webster’s Dictionary Defines the Word JUDGMENT as
- A Formal utterance of an authoriative opinion ( b ) an opinion so promounced
- A formal decision given by a court
- A certificate evidencing such a decree
- The final judging of mankind by God
- A Divine sentence or decision
- A calamity held/believed to be sent by God
- A process of forming an opinion or evaluation by discerning and comparing ( b ) an opinion so formed
- The capacity for judging: Discernment ( b ) the exercise of this capacity
- A preposition starting something believed or asserted
Whew! So much I/DEBORAH had to take in and learn and to spiritually understand but take it all in I DID!
Then off to the Gospels I went to see what JUDGMENT from a spiritual man look and sounded like and what it exactly was through My spiritual Teacher and Rabbi, Jesus and who I was to take on through the Mind of Christ.
John 5 : 26 – 27
Authorized King James Version
Verse 26 ( Red Words of Jesus speaking ) For as The Father has Life In Himself; so has He given to the Son/DEBORAH now to have Life/The Holy Spirit/Truth/Knowledge/Spiritual Revelations/Wisdom/Grace/Agape Love/Counsel/Might in HImself
Verse 27 And has given HIM/DEBORAH Authority to EXECUTE JUDGMENT
also, because He/DEBORAH IS THE SON OF MAN
What, I am going to have to EXECUTE JUDGMENT OF THE LORD’S PEOPLE?
This is going to take more and more study for sure!!
Is this what a Son of Man on earth, Who is in The Image and Likeness of Christ and with His Heart/Mind is supoose to do and be?
Then I started during this spiritual TRANSITION time when I was my earthly father’s Power of Attorney to introduce myself to everyone as DEBORAH, NOT JAN. I even went to JAN’S biological son and said that JAN was no longer alive in me and I was now SPIRITUALLY BECOMING DEBORAH and I said that JAN was no longer his spiritual mother so I asked him if he wanted to be DEBORAH’S SPIRITUAL CHILD so he would not be spiritually motherless/an spiritual orphan and he said yes.
Without even having the spiritual Identity knowledge of being DEBORAH, A SPIRITUAL MOTHER, I always spiritually adopted the lost spiritual children of the Kingdom of Darkness and you can red about these many stories in Volume 2, God made sure that even though the physical body covering the spiritual DEBORAH could not have any more children, she BECAME A SPIRITUAL MOTHER TO MANY MANY MILLIONS of spiritually motherless spiritual orphans! Then this new spiritually person/identity had to look at JAN’S husband and JAN married and say to the new emerging spiritual self/identity now, she was not married to him, she/DEBORAH did not take the wedding vows, she was not one with the spirit of this man but DEBORAH would uphold the Vows to God for the marriage and then help this man into Heaven when it was his time and would forgive him of all his sins so he would enter in clean and cleansed. DEBORAH was now married, ne is spirit with The Heavenly Father only, no one else.
Very strange days these were spiritually. A total spiritual renewing of my spiritual heart/mind & soul was taking place which took about 2 years ( 2007 – 2009 ) and then it was completed. Then The Lord said to me ” It Was Finished!” This was spiritually finished at my earthly father’s death.
JAN, the chosen Name/Nature/Self-Identity was not gone, DEAD, in a grave and DEBORAH spiritually arose and became alive and the new spiritual Identity/Reality that was ALWAYS HER FROM BEFORE SHE CAE TO EARTH, out of Eternity and into to time, DEBORAH, A JUDGE OF HER PEOPLE, A PROPHETESS/SPOKESPERSON FOR GOD HIMSELF AND SPIRITUAL MOTHER/SHEPHERD OF THE SHEEP OF THE LORD.
The NATURE of which the spiritual man had always been destined to become in the spiritual Kingdom of Heaven until another NAME/IDENTITY would be given in Heaven. But even yet, DEBORAH had other aspects of her new spiritual Identity to discover and believe in and walk in and become – A GOD HERSELF MADE IN THE EXACT IMAGE AND LIKENESS OF HER FATHER – GOD THE MOST HIGH.
Now that IDENTITY, DEBORAH is still working on to develop and renew in the spiritual heart/mind & soul. This one would not be so easy as becoming DEBORAH, but it would happen in time with a lot of study of the Word of God and His Opening of His spiritual revelations to DEBORAH’S spiritual heart/mind and then out to the soul. This would be the hardest one yet to spiritually understand and grasp and become in my spiritual Identity as DEBORAH’S spiritual heart/mind becomes fully spiritually renewed into all things of The Kingdom of Heaven and into the exact Image and Likeness of The Heavenly Father as Christ Jesus was on earth and is now in Heaven.
So, on the spiritual renewing goes with the Greatest Teacher, The Spirit of Truth, The Holy Spirit and a very patient Heavenly Father always drawing DEBORAH spiritually father into the spiritual fullness of her NEW LIFE IN HIM.
Now came Satan’s attacks against this NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY, DEBORAH which were almost missed. First, I would be traveling by myself to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania to visit with my son and would get close to Montgomery, Alabama where JAN had lived. While driving past Montgomery on the interstate I would hear a spiritual voice say to me,
Why don’t you just get off the interstate and go and see the old house YOU grew up in?
I said to the Voice in the Spirit,
That detour IS NOT on my traveling schedule and JAN lived there NOT DEBORAH so if I go there as DEBORAH, JAN becomes ALIVE AGAIN and OUT OF THE GRAVE and the MEMORIES of JAN’S life in that house/family would become DEBORAH’S AND NOW DEBORAH would take back on JAN
I said, NO SATAN!!!
I DEBORAH DID NOT LIVE/GROW UP THERE – JAN DID AND SHE IS DEAD – GONE!!!!
If I had of LISTENED TO THE VOICE, DEBORAH would have by her own free will – brought JAN back from the DEAD/out of the tome/out of the sea of forgetfulness and DEBORAH would have become polluted/defiled in her NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY OF DEBORAH with JAN’S OLD MEMORIES of heartache, the sins of sex, drugs, all JAN lived through even the ungodly soul ties to others and Satan would have a hurt/wounded/defiled NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY to use and invade. Spiritual doors would have been opened unto him and his slavery, bondage and demons Which were NOT in the new spiritual IDENTITY of DEBORAH. The new, spiritual oneness and fullness of this spiritual man/IDENTITY in the spiritual heart/mind of God Himself would have been destroyed.
DEBORAH’S soul would have been opened up to all the ungodly soul ties of JAN soul ties to people, places, the pastor, to JAN’S old demons from old boyfriends and all the sins of the flesh, the physical sickness and disease familiar to JAN’S earthly family.
DEBORAH was still spiritually young in her NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY, and it would have been spiritually subject to all of JAN’S sins and soul ties and everything that came with them. IF THIS HAD COOCURED TO THE NEW SPIRIUTAL IDENTITY OF DEBORAH, The Most High God would not have been able to fully spiritually accomplish all He desired IN AND THROUGH DEBORAH AND IN AND THROUGH The Kingdom of Heaven on earth and in the entire spiritual realm as He had Spiritually PURPOSED and PLANNED to do, and even on into ETERNITY and beyond before she was born into the physical planet called earth and into the darkened world/the spiritual world surrounding and controlling and governing it and managing the resources.
This Satanic attack of Physically revisiting the old home/place where JAN had lived and grew up continued several more times and each time, DEBORAH was victorious and never went to see JAN’S old house in Montgomery and thus bring back willingly to life, JAN AND ALL HER SIN’S AND DARKNESS of JAN’S LIFE.
So Satan tried another way to accomplish what he wanted to happen to this new spiritual Identity/Person NAMED DEBORAH. I had joined a gym and was in the “spin class ” when one of the members in the class came in and DEBORAH recognized him. The Holy Spirit told DEBORAH that he was a man who had lived across the street on Pensacola Beach when JAN lived in her parent’s house and he was on of the main bartenders at a local bar and restaurant she would go and eat at, drink and dance. He was no part owner of his own bar and JAN’S parents had visited him and talked with him. When he had lived across the street from JAN on the beach ( of which that house where JAN lived has been destroyed by HURRICANE IVAN IN 2004 ), he would come over and borrow toilet paper and sugar. Then through out the year,, he wild have big parties at his house for all the employees of the famous bar he worked at and JAN would go and party with them. JAN’S memories were given to DEBORAH’s SPIRIT by The Holy Sprit, and DEBORAH had spiritual knowledge of them, but they were not DEBORAH’S FOR DEBORAH HAD NEVER LIVED ON THE BEACH, OR KNEW THIS NEIGHBOR!!
So, in the spin class in about the year of 2008, DEBORAH alomost went up and said to him, and introduced herself and said,
Hi, Do You Remember Me?
I lived across the street from you on Pensacola Beach and come to the bar and restaurant you worked at and to your house for the parties?
DO YOU REMEMBER ME???
If DEBORAH had done this, shw would have been asing him if he remembered JAN!!! DEBORAH would have been freely bringing JAN BACK ALIVE AGAIN AS HER SPIRITUAL IDENTITY AND DEBORAH WOULD HAVE BEEN REPLACED!!!! The Old Spiritual Identity would have by DEBORAH’S OWN FREE WILL been BROUGHT TO LIFE AGAIN AND WOULD HAVE BEEN THE IDENTITY OF THE OLD JAN ONCE AGAIN! Satan would have had His SPIRIUTAL VICTORY He was wanting with DEBORAH.
JAN would have been spiritually RESURRECTED FROM THE DEAD, FROM THE GRAVE and would be ALIVE AND LIVING again as the SPIRITUAL IDENTITY OF THIS DEBORAH. The New Spiritual Identity would have DIED AND BEEN REPLACED BY THE OLD ONE, JAN.
This spiritual opportunity was designed and orchestrated by Satan himself in his many attempts to KILL OFF DEBORAH AND BRING THE OLD DEAD JAN IDENTITY BACK FROM THE GRAVE! This was a Test to see if DEBORAH desired recognition from an old friend of the Past, Of JAN’S LIFE. But DEBORAH had become much smarter and wiser spiritually than JAN ever was and said nothing but hi. JAN stayed DEAD and DEBORAH stayed ALIVE and pure, undefiled/unpolluted/no ungodly soul ties were not reattached!!!
Then Satan tried again to bring someone form the past into DEBORAH’S LIFE in hopes of RESURRECTING JAN. This test occurred at a Wal-mart on one of the food isles. DEBORAH was shopping and saw a lady she recognized from JAN’S DAYS OF SCUBA DIVING and who and had been a good friend of JAN. When the lady and DEBORAH came next to each other, the lady said,
Don’t I know you, you look familiar to me?
I asked here what her name was, she said Hazel
She asked me my name, Satan was hoping I would say JAN for that was who this lady knew this Physical Body as, the Old DEAD JAN
I SAID DEBORAH
I knew from having the spiritual knowledge of JAN’S memories that this was the Scuba Diving Lady that JAN had known 20 years ago as a friend.
DEBORAH said nothing of this to her and said she didn’t know her
Which was the truth, FOR DEBORAH HAD NEVER KNOWN THIS LADY AT ALL!
Then when none of these attempts were working to Satan’s success, DEBORAH received an advertisement in the mail from an old high School Student who was in JAN’S graduating class. He had written a book about GROWING UP WHILE IN MONTGOMERY DURING THE CIVIL RIGHTS time. It was addressed to JAN which was the Name he knew JAN by if he even knew JAN at all. He had wanted JAN to buy his book. Strange mail that day. Even through this, Satan was trying to reach out and TOUCH JAN IN THE GRAVE OF DEATH and to KILL OFF THIS NEW SPIRITUAL PERSON/IDENTITY CALLED DEBORAH. But, DEBORAH just tore up the advertisement and threw it away in the trash.
Satan kept trying, even though JAN’S husband didn’t know what was happening. but he was told that JAN went by the Name of DEBORAH now and not JAN and the people JAN had ministered to and spiritually ministered to and spiritually adopted were told not to call her JAN anymore for she was dead and buried and to call her DEBORAH the New Spiritual Person/Identity. This was like have MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES ( DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITIES ) OF THE SPIRITUAL HEART/MIND YET THIS WAS ALWAYS THE SPIRITUAL IDENTITY OF THE SPIRITUAL MAN ON INSIDE OF THE DIRT BODY WAS TO BE! And It was spiritually fulfilling The Spiritual Words of Spirit and Life in
Mark 2 : 21-22
Authorized King James Version
Verse 21 ( Red Words of Jesus speaking Himself ) No man also sews a piece of NEW CLOTH/A NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTTY/A NEW MAN on an OLD GARMENT/THE OLD MAN/THE OLD IDENTITY OF THE PAST: or else the NEW PIECE/NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY of the SPIRITUALLY RENEWED HEART/MIND OF THE NEW SPIRITUAL CREATURE IN CHRIST – that is filled it up takes away from the old and the rent/torn/separation is made worse
Verse 22 and no man also puts NEW WINE/SPIRITUAL TRUTHS/KNOWLEDGE/REVELATIONS into OLD BOTTLES/OLD SPIRITUALLY UNRENEWED SPIRITUAL hearts/minds of the OLD SPIRITUAL IDENTITY OF THE OLD MAN; or else the NEW WINE/THE NEW TRUTHS/NEW KNOWLEDE/NEW IDENTITY of the NEW SPIRITUAL heart/mind will burst the BOTTLES/THE NEW IDENTITIES, and the WINE/THE SPIRITUAL TRUTHS/KNOWLEDGE/REVELATOINS is spilled/wasted/of no good/useless, and the Bottles/The New SPIRITUAL TRUTHS/KNOWLEDGE/REVELATIONS/THE NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY MUST BE SPIRITUALLY PUT INTO NEW BOTTLES/NEW SPIRITUAL HEART/MINDS/SPIRITUAL IDENTITIES/NEW SPIRITUAL MEN
Luke 5 : 36 – 39
Authorized King James Version
Verse 36 and Jesus spoke also a parable unto them: No man puts a piece of NEW GARMENT/NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY/HEART and Mind upon or with an OLD; if otherwise, then BOTH the NEW/SPIRITUAL IDENTITY makes a Tear and the Piece that was Taken OUT/THE OLD MAN OF THE FLESH out on the NEW/IT/THE NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY agrees NOT with the Old/The IDENTITY of The Flesh/The Old Man of The Soul/The Old Life Man
Verse 37 and no man spiritually puts NEW WINE/TRUTHS/KNOWLEDGE/SPIRITUAL REVELATIONS into OLD BOTTLES/THE OLD SPIRIUTAL IDENTITY/THE OLD MAN OF THE FLESH; or else the NEW WINE.THE TRUTHS/THE KNOWLEDGE/THE SPIRITUAL IDENTITY will burst/destroy the Bottles/The New Spiritual Identity and it’s heart/mind of a spiritual man, and be spilled/wasted/unprofitable/thrown away/of no use, and the Bottles/The Spiritual Identity/Heart and Mind shall perish/belonging and destroyed for lack of the NEW WINE/NEW RUTHS/NEW SPIRITUAL REVELATIONS/THE NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY In Christ.
Verse 38 But NEW WING/NEW TRUTHS/NEW KNOWLEDGE/THE NEW SPIRITUAL REVELATIONS/THE NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY MUST BE put into NEW BOTTLES/NEW SPIRITUAL HEARTS/MINDS; and both are then preserved/both the NEW WINE/THE NEW TRUTHS/NEW KNOWLEDGE/NEW REVELATIONS and THE NEW BOTTLE/THE NEW SPIRITUAL IDENTITY of the spiritual heart of The Forever Person created in and through Agape Love by The Holy Spirit and The Word of God/Christ Jesus.
Verse 39 No man also having Drunk/Tasted/Ingested/Lived On and received Pleasure and Nourishment of the OLD WINE/THE OLD KNOWLEDGE OF THE FLESH/THE OLD TRUTHS OF IDENTITY/THE OLD MAN OF THE CARNAL NATURE/THE ELEMENTARY REVELATIONS straightway/right away/immediately SPIRITUALLY DESIRES NEW WINE/NEW TRUTHS/NEW KNOWLEDGE/A NEW SPIRITUAIL IDENTITY/BUT DESIRES TO STAY AS they are in THEIR CARNAL FLESH IDENTITY OF A BABY IN CHRIST/STILL DESIRING TO BE A FRIEND OF THE WORLD AND STILL DESIRING TO HAVE OTHER GODS before THE ONE TRUE GOD; for he says to himself, THE OLD WINE/TRUTHS OF THE PAST/THE TRADITONS OF OUR FOREFATHER’S/OF THE DENOMINATION/THE CULTURE NEEDS TO CHANGE WITH THE TIMES/WHAT IS WRONG WITH HAVING FUN/CAN’T I BREAK THE LAW TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE/WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE MUSIC/WHY CAN’T I JUST DO WHAT I WANT, IT IS NO ONE ELSE’S BUSINESSARE NOT I SUPPOSE TO BE ENJOYING EVERYDAY LIFE/HAVE FINANCIAL PROSPERITY/HAVE A LEGACY/MY RIGHTS OVER YOURS???????
THAT IS BETTER THAN The New Stuff/New Wine/Truths/Knowledge/Revelations – I like The Darkness/The Old Wine and I am just fine like I am!
2 Corinthians 5 : 16 – 17
Authorized King James Version
Verse 16 Paul writing to the church of people at Corinth, Wherefore henceforth/from now on we will KNOW NO MAN AFTER THE FLESH/THE OUTSIDE/BY THE SOUL AND IT’S ACTS AND WORDS/BEHAVIORS AND DEEDS; yes, though we have KNOWN CHRIST after the FLESH/IN THE BODY OF DIRT, he was in a physical body and we could see HIM and touch him with our physical hands and hear him with our physical ears, YET NOW since HE HAS GONE Home to The Kingdom Of Heaven to be with His Heavenly Father after His spiritual and physical Resurrection and He had completed His earthly assignment of Sacrificing Himself for ALL HUMANITY as The Lamb of God, and thus paying the full price of the sins of Spirit, Soul and Physical Body of Adam’s rebellion/lawlessness/sin/being an spiritual adulterer to God’s Voice and commandment of
If You Eat of That Tree In the Midst of The Garden, The Tree of The Knowledge of Good and Evil FOR IN THAT DAY THAT YOU EAT, YOU WILL SURELY DIE!!
But, Adam followed The Voice of his helpmate and eating of the fruit of The Tree of The Knowledge of God and Evil and thus became a Traitor to The Kingdom of Heaven and It’s King, The Word of God and thus becoming a defiled and rebellious spiritual sanctuary/temple/house/home for The Holy Spirit of God/The Very Voice and Governor of The Kingdom of Heaven for The King of Heaven.
Yet now from this day forth,
We Will Not Know/Hear/Be In Direct Spiritual Communication by The Word of God/The Christ/The Anointed Word in your spirit or in your soul or in your physial body!!!